tainted pulchritude

A' Levels bomb

2010-03-06T17:01:00.007+08:00

Hello there. Anyway, I thought I should just update a little bit about my life. So A' Levels results were uhhm.. alright. I guess. I mean it was bad lah but it wasn't so cham that I have nowhere to go. So you can say I'm really contented for my results looking at the amount hardwork I've put in.

I was pretty pleased with my results because I already knew my Economics was GG. One essay was out of point (I used macro policies for micro essay. Don't ask how it was even possible, I don't know too -.-), another was incomplete (like only-halfway-done incomplete, not even those no-time-to-write-conclusion incomplete) and the last one was alright but not-quite-accurate-even-though-I-still-can-borderline-pass kind. So you get the point, my results for Economics is quite GG too.

Management of Business was nicely done too (for me at least, away from the standards of the social norms). Judging the fact that it was much more a Law paper. Almost 70% of the questions are related to the law.

My results for Principle of Accounting is like I can cry till I die that kind. Super touched and happy. Whooo! Erm, because I'm in the at-risk list ah, so yeah.. I am super :DD about my grade.

General Paper is another one which I can cry till I die. Passed not too shabbily. Not good lah, but not bad. Mr Wong said he was happy with my GP grade, or at least I think he did. Maybe I imagined it. Nah.. I think he really did say that.

But anyway, GP was the worst subject to tackle for me. While POA is like if you really chiong, you still can chiong for a few grades jump, that is if you have room for improvement lah. At least that's what is happening to me. GP is totally like heng/suai madness kind. Then I have only 4 points for my GP essay because I've no time to squeeze in another paragraph. I went to those forums, people all have like at least 6 seemingly WHOA! points when I only got 4 common sensical points. So yeah. Still managed to scrap a nice grade. This shows that we commoners (talking about myself) better not act smart when we are not smart because I really wanted to throw in an-out-of-the-world kind of point just to try my luck. Then I realised I shouldn't "try my luck" during A' Levels.

Anyway, if anyone who managed to come across this post and felt that I'm being showoffy, I'm not. I am just very happy because of my GP and POA (even though still quite bad but got 3 grads jump leh thank you very much). And actually MOB too because I thought I did fine. It still sounds showoffy but really, I'm not because..

I can only squeeze into NIE or SIM. Hahahha. Stupid Economics. Lol.

But Hannie approves ^^

Shawty Shawty

2010-02-06T15:29:00.002+08:00

I don't know why my latest posts are all Hankyung related! Anyway, I've started working on 4th February :D It means more $$$ rolling in for me yay. First day was this really random training but it was alright because at least I get to do something.

But the second day there was practically insane. I get paid for playing Tap Tap Revenge with Sheryl, flipping through random newspapers, watching videos, pressing random buttons on the vending machine, stuffing myself with food and just stoning. We were dilligently slacking our time away.

Well. If this is what work is supposed to be like, I seriously don't mind :D

Super Show 2 in Beijing

2010-01-29T17:47:00.023+08:00

"This is SJ’s first time holding a concert in Beijing, and also the first super show without Han Geng. Therefore, there were changes in some of the performances, like cancelling Han Geng’s solo, Super Junior M performing with only 6 members, and the dance battle that comprises of EunHyuk, ShinDong and HanGeng was changed to EunHyuk, ShinDong, DongHae and Sungmin. The VCR also underwent changes, leaving out most of HanGeng’s footage.

Although the people were not present, fans still gave their support. Fansigns for Han Geng were lit, and before the concert started, fans were screaming Han Geng, Kibum, Kangin, the members that were unable to turn up. Once the VCR showed Han Geng, fans started screaming, and when the concert came to an end, while one end shouted encore, the other shouted ‘Han Geng’. And when it was SJ-M turn to perform "Blue Tomorrow", Han Geng’s name was once again shouted."

Extract from http://sohu.com and translated by Lunny.

I shall start my

fangirl rant now.

So the Super Show 2 in Beijing which was held on 23rd January 2010 and though it ended well with only 10 members, I am really unhappy. Not about Hankyung, I mean I am lah but at least I'm not angry over his issue. It's more of a depressing, disheartening emotion.

I don't like how Kangin isn't present for the SS2 Beijing. I know he's gotten a fight and I know he's had a DUI case just a month after that incident but SME stated that he would only be suspended from the activities but heck it's already the end of the first month of 2010 and why is he not there?! D: And the passengers he crashed in the car only suffer from minor injuries and they what so whyyyyyy.

But not so much about Kibum because at least he's having fun in the USA. Sings "Yeahhhh!!~ It's a party in the USA!~" :D

But anyway. The dances and everything were heavily rearranged.

What is "Sorry, Sorry" without Hankyung this sliding thing where Hankyung leads a few of the members doing this "sitting on the air while rubbing your chin" motion DD: He wasn't there to turn and nod his head DDD: He wasn't there to do this low five thing with Eunhyuk DDDD:

Really. What is "Sorry, Sorry" with Hankyung leading the team into a grand entrance in the form of pyramid? But now it became such an ugly quadrangle D:

"Don't Don" was kind of screwed up too. I think Sungmin had to replace Hannie's position in the dance battle? And Heechul was so left out because he couldn't do this fight with our Hannie ): But the dance was really cute lah, because of Shindong's hairrrr! I couldn't stop ROFLMAO hahahahahha. It was really funnnnnyyyyy! Like this dry ice machine totally blown Shindong's hair in to a spikey mushroom HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.

But still, I hated how some "fans" reacted by chanting their stupid chant when baby Henry broke the fight with his (awesome!) violin skills. Just get over it!!! He's not joining Super Junior plus it's not his fault to be in the music video anyway. And without him, "Don't Don" would be such a less interesting song! He is so talented. And awesome. And cute!!! He inspires me to pick up violin too :D But I'm too busy with my commitments already ):

This list goes on and on and on. And on. And onnn ..

Super Junior M's Super Girl

I hate it.
Stupid gap where Hankyung is supposed to be
is glaring at me.

Umma wasn't there to raise his hand from 1:14 to 1:17,
right in the middle front
while Appa and the other children
are doing the side swinging thing
like he was supposed to be.

Umma wasn't there at the middle front for the 97%
of the time when there is no solo parts to be sung
like he was supposed to be.

Umma wasn't there to
"丢掉快丢掉吧忘掉快忘掉吧醒来快醒来吧"
while doing this super cute hand swift back turn thing
like he was supposed to.

Super Junior's Shining Star

Even Heechul who never cries cried :'(
He doesn't just tear but totally broke down.
And this is damn obvious why they totally
bawled their eyes out.

Hankyung and Heechul have always been so close ..
Like one of the closest couple in Suju ..

Points to the video below.

(I don't know why there's a big gap here.)

This is super sad T.T
Especially these two.

"In China, the one always keeps his eyes on me

and said that he missed me but never stop to

strike back at me when we talked on the phone: Geng.
In Korea, the one who picked up the phone with happiness

but there was only strikes on the phone: Hee."

and

"In all 12 members, there's only one who

can stare at Heechul: Geng.

In all 12 members, there's only one who

can hit Hankyung: Hee."

I think 12 members means that

they exclude themselves?

As in you don't and can't

stare or hit at yourself?

Why is this so heartbreaking T.T

And if that is not sad enough,

there's always this.

So basically Shindong (and the other members)

lied to Eunhyuk and Ryeowook

that he is leaving Super Junior due to

better career propects.

Even though all this drama happened

just to collect Eunkyuk and Ryeowook's tears,

looking at how the Sper Junior

members' cried breaks my heart.

Kyuhyun 04:46 to 05:32 -

"We've all have tiring times.

But what is this? I really want to work

With all of you and overcome my injuries"

This is very sad T.T

"We must never let this

happen in the future.

Even if it does,

we must never part."

I don't know about you,

but this video seems

to be like rubbing salt on the wounds now ):

Such a cute dork :}

한경오빠사랑해 (♥ 정희린)

Hannie Spam

2010-01-19T16:20:00.012+08:00

My favourite hairstyle of all time! :D

Why is Hannie so cute. Why T.T

Totally made my day ~
And I have a bunny hung to my camera too.

Bunny loves!

Umma trying to help Appa, but it's not working.

Mimi is totally enjoying the scene. Cute, no?
Bad Mimi. Lol.

Umma & Appa love. Aww.

Super Girl

Oh my super girl 오직나의 baby girl
너를몰라보는그런남자들이바보야
Oh my super girl 너에게난 super man
사랑이란감옥속에너를그냥버려두지마

Oh my super girl ojik naye baby girl
nŏrŭl molla bonŭn gŭrŏn namjadŭri baboya
Oh my super girl nŏyege nan super man
sarangiran gamok soge nŏrŭl gŭnyang bŏryŏ dujima

Anyway the only reason I put this up
is because anyone notice that

Hankyung is wearing Zhou Mi's dance outfit

in the transformation scene?

Like the jacket and the pants.

I know Henry and Hankyung have similar

jackets at dancing scene with the grey background

but they have different details leh.

I pause and rewind and forward like gazillion time already.

Zhou Mi's jacket

have the flaps with button thing at the shoulders,

a zipped pocket on his left chest,

this woolish collars without actual collars (errr yeah..)

It fits the description of Hankyung's jacket

at the party scene.

._.

Hankyung, my latest potato.

2010-01-08T17:48:00.023+08:00

Disclaimer: I honestly don't think that anyone except me would ever be interested in this post because I totally understand how dry and boring for one to read about another's obsession. It's like "Oh great, she's gotten herself another idol," moment and this repeats every other time. I know this very well because this happens to me too, sometimes. But after getting over the fact that she's gotten a new target, not only that I don't blame them, I feel happy for them on the contrary because I know how exciting this can get. As little (maybe not that little anymore, sigh) fangirls, we do not care (at least for me anyways) about what others think because blogging about them totally makes us (again, at least for me) HAPPPYYYYY! and feeling very loved :D

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So if you know me, you would probably realise that I get new obsessions pretty fast. But I reckon this whole process of hopping on to new obstacles would be on some hiatus for quite a long while. It's like collecting stamps, if you get what I mean. Once you've gathered that *one* stamp from each collection, there's nothing more to look forward to because you've already got what you think is the best.

I don't know if this theory actually made sense for anyone else but it definitely worked for me. It's like I've got Aska from Taiwan, Moses from Hong Kong, Elvin from Singapore, Tom Felton from England.

The reason why the process of hopping on to new obstacles can probably stop for a while is because I don't just happen to be obsessed this new person just like that. Of course there's always this unexplainable force that causes me to like this human but ultimately, I get to decide whether I want him to be my potato or not. If after some random findings made me realised that he's plain boring (like Mr. Efron hehe but he makes a got layout header so I'm going to stick with that) I would just forget about him and carry on with my life.

Even though there's quite a number potatoes that I'm loving right now, something in me would make pay 90% of my attention on this particular obstacle only. The rest of the 10% would be dedicated in following on the rest's latest updates so that I won't lost touch with them completely. Like how I would know Moses just shaved his moustache off (yippee! I totally dig those little hairs around the mouth but without them, he looks so much younger and much more healthy looking :D).

Anyway after the longish introduction, I confess that the purpose of this post is because I am totally addicted to Hankyung right now, who is my latest potato! :D

Hankyung 한경, 25.
Chinese name: Han Geng 韩庚
Affectionately known as Hannie.

I don't really know whether I should categorise him under Korea or China actually, but I felt that if he's not in the Korean entertainment industry, nobody would ever know him. So yeah, I've decided on Korea ^^ Hehe. But something inside keeps nudging me that he's not from Korea after all. Neh mind, I'll decide on this later but for the time being, he shall be labelled under Korea because he is based there whooo.

So I started liking him almost two weeks ago (it was on the 26th of December) when I was flipping through the channels. Some two girls were dancing to the tune of "Super Girl" on Yu Le Bai Fen Bai and I stopped abusing the controller because I kinda like the song because the MTV Channel at 51 wouldn't stop playing it. So after some more of the boring performance of the two girls, the camera panned over to Super Junior M (I'm going to omit the hyphen because I hate how it looks) and I was like "Eh.. They looked quite cute."

And then the host asked for their comment for their performance and I totally melted when Hankyung spoke. He got the cutest laugh ever and really dazzling smile and his eyes were sparkling with such soothing voice and then he's really tall with nice skin and cute hair and charming outfit on and the list goes on and on and on. And on. I cannot summarise his awesomeness in these few lines because. He. Is. Amazing.

About Hankyung

The first part about how he was masked was really sad.

The second part is totally cute.

"Are~ You~ Ready?~" :D

But the third part at the end was a tear jerker.

Love how Siwon hugged Hankyung.

He really needed it ):

Umma and appa! T.T
And Hankyung's mum is pretty!

After watching this video, I got really angry. I hate how SM Entertainment can be so unfair and selfish. I hate how Hankyung has gotten sick and his health is really declining due to his non-stop working schedule. He's gotten gastritis and kidney illness. Kidney leh, kidney! How many people you know are suffering from this at the age of 25 huh?!

He's not allowed to take a break even when he's sick. He's not allowed to return to China for a short rest. He's not getting paid like how he should have been. All the 13 members of Super Junior are allowed to share a mere 2% of the net profit only when they sold 50000 copies of their album and even though SuJu is huge now in terms of popularity, I really doubt that they get to even share the 2%. Heck, he's not allowed his fair treatments as a human, as agreed upon the contract. And even the contract is crafted in favour of SME because they only do care about their profits.

But what angered me the most is that neither the ambulance was called nor any treatments were given to Hankyung when he collapsed just before Super Junior M's performance. He had to hold on to appa (I love you Siwon!) for his life and even with all the pain, he was pushed to the stage by SME. Not that the members didn't complain. They did, even the crews as well (I love you all too!). But guess what. SME were only concerned about the money it could bring or cost them if he doesn't perform. Hankyung could have died, like right on the spot, but they just didn't care. Everytime I think about this, I feel like crying.

I am so glad that Hankyung has taken an action to file a lawsuit against SM Entertainment. At first, I really hoped that this didn't happen because I want Super Junior to be 13 always. But once I get over the shock, I knew this is the best decision that he could make. He had suffered so much in silence ever since Super Junior debuted. When he thought things were getting better after he was allowed to perform at other TV channels, his health declined. And the bitch of SME covered his health problems and pretended that they do not exist. It really pains me when I read about what he has been through and I really hope that he would lead a better life, have a fairer career because he truly deserves all these and not many people do.

Anyway, today, as of 8th January 2010, is the first day of the trial. 한경오빠화이팅, 사랑해! Okay I don't know whether I've typed it correctly but the to think of the hard work I've put in just to type this, even if they are wrong, I ngeh ngeh also must put them up T.T

I can't understand a single word of Hangul. I can't, I really can't. And I just started out exploring this language starting from the 4th January, which is like four days ago. I have to download the Hangul dictionary and the language to my computer and find it word by word. I would then, have to double check by cross referencing but I've a feeling it might still be wrong. But to use Hankyung's famous excuse to get away with anything "I'm just a foreigner!" :D

I don't know why I am getting angrier as I am typing this. This should have been a happy post about Hankyung's awesomeness and not about how a crazy bith SME has been. This further proves that I always get too defensive for my own good. So I shall just move on with the happier stuff.

Even as a child, Hankyung is super cute :D And look at his hair, exactly the same hairstyle he had in the "Sorry, Sorry" music video twenty years later! See, this is fate ^^

Evidence #1: "Sorry, Sorry" music video.

Anyway he's at the center front when they
started dancing 0:20 till 0:35.
Pause at 0:27 to see the hair :D

Evidence #2

Evidence #3

Hankyung's Bei Pan at Super Show 2

I really don't understand why
he doesn't have much lines in the Super Junior songs.
This video proves that he can sing.
He really sang very well here leh.
And you can see the efforts he put in to sing.
Like his neck has gotten all red
and the veins are showing..

SME CAN YOU OPEN YOUR EYES AND EARS OR NOT AH.

Maybe you think Kyuhyun, Ryeokwood and Yesung can do better..
But you already got your KRY for that what.

So why you ngeh ngeh also don't want to give others chance?

Like Heechul and Shindong, and even Eunhyuk too.

Okay, my plan to move on to happier stuff failed afterall. I cannot stop being angry at SME. So I shall just leave with my favouritest picture of Hannie which is the one he took with Heechul when they were having a bath! I don't know if they were fully naked but this picture is yums! Me loves :D

Remember that the whole of 1.4 billion of the Chinese population in China and me are behind you ♥

(Of course also got others from the rest of the world
but it sounded more impressive like that hehe :D)

Last moments of 2009

2010-01-01T21:07:00.003+08:00

During the last two weeks of 2009, I had activities, not loads but at least there's something as compared to post A' Levels when I've only planted myself infront of the computer and TV all day long. I've been wanting to post but I always got distracted by Hankyung :D

There's camp from 16th to 19th December 2009

I like my arm for once.
And I like how Songyang is caught in the midst of standing up.

I think Melvin and I were actually stoning
and I don't know what happened but
the rest joined in and Chuandao took a photo.
I don't know why am I even in this shot
as I was totally zoning out due to major exhaustion.

The only reason why I put this up
is because my limbs look fine :D

Birthday celebration with the birthday boy and

Christmas gathering at Jurong Island on 19th December 2009

Stepping on the grounds of Jurong Island
was wayyyyy more tedious than going to USA.
I'm serious about it
and nobody within us will ever disagree with me.
Nobody.

Christmas dinner on 20th December 2009

I think we are the receptionists.
It's definitely a better name for the tickets-cutter.

Hosanna (:

Of course I went shopping too but it's like abit sad because I've only been out twice technically speaking with Lingxuan and Ruiqi.

And once with Benny.

Miss the three of them alot now and we must go out again. But this is very sad again because Benny would be armying soon and this means that he will have super short hair which also means that I will not like him anymore ): But seeing that he saved my right eye so I shall be nice (A).

Must meet up real soon with the Vegetables. Later I forget how they look like. Gasp! Noooooooooo. So someone shall plan! Who who who? Meiling? Aiyah we plan ours first before the group outing okays. Argh. But Meiling now not free for me. Arghh. Actually I also not very free lah but aiyah. Arghhh. Then like that how, we don't need to meet already? Arghhhh.

My husband and my son. I asked my son to plan but I don't know what happened but now I am the planner because he just texted me to plan while wishing me Happy New Year. Neh mind. I shall sort something out before the boys go camping in Tekong. Ang Mo Kio can? Easy come easy go bwahaha. Anyway, my son was supposed to be my brother but don't know why the his Facebook account doesn't want to accept me as the sibling so I got upgraded to become the mother instead. But I'd rather be the mother anyway. Only child rocks.

My boyfriend too. Okay this is different. This one I must go back to MI to take results for my GCE A' Levels then I can go stalk people. I can help the one who loves Elvin very much too to stalk hers also. So yay this is settled.

And Sara. I haven't give him his eyeliner since I bought it from my Okinawa trip in 2008! And goodness. This is 2010 already and I. Might. Have. Misplaced. It. But I'm very scared to meet him. Later he shaved his eyebrows again like what he did when we were in Year 1. Or he will have this super bright orange hair like last year. Or maybe his new girlfriend gets jealous super easily and I will die I tell you. Dieee. Ohhh! Today is 1st January, it's his birthday! So this shall be his birthday present from me.

Need to go shopping with Xuanrong! We've been saying this since June's wedding which was in June I think (LOL :D) She is super crazy (me likes :D) and she finished her O' Levels and I finished my A' Levels already whooo! But school is starting soon for her I think :\

And it has been veryveryvery long since I met Lanna and Jingyi and Camillia. We must find a day after my twin is back from her USA trip okayyyyy? :D

Huiyi and Serene as well ahhhhh! Been ages and we can always go to our usual hangout which is the Sakae Sushi outlet at Sun Plaza. You all want Pastamania or Yakun also can wheee.

And then I also want to meet up with Rachel and Azizah too leh.

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Anyway I announced to the world that I got distracted by Hankyung in the opening paragraph of this post because he is absolutely the cutest member in the cutest boyband in the Korean Pop industry! :D

Hankyung ♥ 한경 ♥ Hangeng ♥ 韩庚

More about him and how I started liking him
(which was abit silly, I admit and
I don't care nobody ever reads it)
in the next post because I'm watching his video
now when SuJu - M went on 綜藝大哥大
to promote their EP.
He is such a good dancer. Melts.

Gosh. I wanna buy ^^
EPs shouldn't be veryyyy expensive right?
I hope.

Filming of 天與地

2009-12-15T19:11:00.002+08:00

I am definitely looking forward to 天與地 now that I've completed 宮心計! I think my holidays have been really satisfying and fulfilling eh. But since 天與地 is still in the midst of filming, I can only look at all the pictures and stills very dryly.

Filming at Central

Neh mind. I can always photoshop my face to replace hers.

Then keep on sharpening so that it would be abit pixelated to make it noisy.

But then the uncle spoilt the whole picture! ):

Super ♥ this!

Anyway, the reason why I want to watch it super badly (even worse than 宮心計) is because I totally enjoy seeing him all ripped up and toned and moustachey and everything lah aiyah. He looks quite rough and angsty all together because he is gonna be a baddie for once whooo! Totally love it when my favourite actors when their characters have all gone bad.

Let me digress abit ah. So he played a really weird character named 韋晉龍 once in 通天幹探. He went from good to bad and back to good again. The LOL-ish part is that he was a righteous CID officer or something and the reason to why he became bad is that he is too obsessed with his girlfriend's death, so he went to kill some gay who killed her and end up getting jailed for it. So after he was sentenced and just before he was jailed, he realised his mistake and went to turn over a new leaf and then became very holy and became a veryyyy devoted Buddhist and everyday in jail, he will preach to all his other inmates until he is finally free to live happily ever after with his girlfriend (another one, not the dead one. They've gotten together just before he was jailed because she say she will wait for him to come out) and their son who was born when his Dad was still being locked. So the drama ended with the happy family playing by the beach and they threw alot of rocks and stones.

The drama was all along quite interesting but the last episode was total madness.

So yeah, he's gonna be very bad person who went mountain climbing with his friends and were trapped. So they've no choice but to eat (!!) up one of the friends who was sick/hurt so that the rest can survive.

Carnibalism!!

Whoahleh.

Not very sane afterall lor.
But me like! Heheh.

My boyfriend is a maneater literally whooo ! :D

Besides, eating some human flesh, Momo's character will be very rich (!), do some Thai kickboxing (!!), be in a band for playing the guitar and being the lead singer (!!!) and got alot of girlfriends/women/flings (!!!!) and will 騙財騙色 (!!!!!) ROFLMAO :D

I am super touched and I really can't wait for this to be aired can. Awww (': I don't know why I'm touched lah but it feels super good to see him differently because he will be sooo hot (and cute) ♥

Anyway, I'm off to camp tomorrow from 16 December till 19 December. Don't know how am I going to survive the 4 days without TV and the internet! And yes, this will mean that I will miss 3 episodes the Gem of Life and Together! )': Veryvery sad.

I an very hungry now and I shall have some dinner! Bye people and miss meeeeee T.T

The Gem of Life

2009-12-10T20:13:00.009+08:00

Today's 10 December 2009!

And this means ..

The Gem of Life!
Weekdays on Channel 55 at 9pm

(Channel 255 at 12 midnight for me
because of Together's Elvin Ng)

So Edwin (my guru of HK dramas) told me that this drama isn't very very very nice considering the hype and all ): Okay, I don't know about the hype lah, I don't pay much attention to all the drama serials and the only reason why I'm watching it is because of a certain actor :D

I haven't watch a single episode of it except a super short snippet of a clip of Momo and I thought he's cuuutteee. I don't care if the show isn't great. The fact that Momo is there serves a pretty big motivator to keep me watching whooo.

On a random switch of topic, this song has been stuck inside my head when I first saw the music video on YouTube around 4 months ago? I kinda forgot about the song until recently, prolly 2 months back when I was again, surfing videos on the same site and such.

Pixie Lott's Mama Do

Why should I feel ashamed? Feeling guilty at the mention of your name Here we are againIt’s nearly perfect

I can totally relate to that. Sigh.

Holidays are (Y)

2009-12-09T19:02:00.004+08:00

I'm loving my holidays alot. I'm waking up at 1 to 2 pm everyday, and life is tremendously good like this. I really like doing nothing, except to camp infront of the computer and television and to eat. After that, I'll proceed to sleep at midnightish after reading a few chapters of Harry Potter.

So I admit that life hasn't been like boring boring because I was thoroughly traumatised yesterday night and have been living in pain ever since. But I was told that I am brave (Y) Been swallowing painkillers and antibiotics every six hours in addition to my daily routine as depicted above. Had to give the class chalet and some gatherings a miss as a result ):

Anyway, I've got really good pictures to share! Elvin is looking very fine in Together which is airing at 9pm everyday. Even though I'm not much of a big fan of local dramas (I prefer HK ones totally), but got Elvin leh. A must-watch for me :D

Hehehee.

Done with A' Levels!

2009-12-02T16:16:00.002+08:00

My A' Levels have finally ended whooo.
So I'm back yay.
I realised I didn't complete any of my papers whooo.
Not a single one yay.
Not GP. Not POA. Not MOB. Not Economics. Whooo.
Abit sad to think of it yay.

What if.

2009-10-28T22:40:00.003+08:00

So what if he really meant to smile and wave at you after smiling and waving at this random person who stood infront of you but you thought that he was still smiling and waving at that person ..

And you had this emotionless expression (abit cold and aloof, I might add) when the two of you locked eyes while he was still smiling and waving?

So is he actually smiling and waving at you? Or it just happened that he looked up to see you there, having no intentions to smile and wave at you but he could not react quickly enough to stop smiling and waving?

So while I am pretending that he actually smiled and waved at me hours ago, because I never thought that he would actually do that to me, somehow Meiling made me believed that I was being smiled and waved at.

I'm confused.

Counting down to the days

2009-10-06T18:36:00.004+08:00

Funny how the school decided to change the timetable starting from this Thursday ): Of all the wonderful days available in the week, they chose Thursday. I would be madly happy if they made it Friday, or the following Monday, or some other random day instead D:

I'm already missing how my Thursdays were my Day of the Week ever since I received the new timetable last week. And then some salt was rubbed hard on my very deep wound when I realised the new timetable starts this Thursday. Thursdays were my highlights and now they are gonna be super mundane. Can't even let my enjoy my last proper wonderful Thursday this week. Eeyer. Sad much.

Okay lah, I don't make much sense. I know.

Anyway, I was reminded that it's a month away to A' Levels D: Night study from tomorrow onwards. Thankfully night study sessions are always filled with motivation. At least most of the sessions anyway. Heh heh happy happy me.

General Paper

Economics

Management of Business

Principle of Accounting

New obsession <3

2009-09-23T19:38:00.009+08:00

Super cute :D

He's really, standing at 185cm.

And old.
Totally my type eh: Tall and old.
~~But he's abit too old lah,~~

~~old enough to be my father.~~

But neh mind!

I only like older guys, I realised :D

The picture was taken during his trip to Singapore (!!)

less than a month (or so, I think) back.

I wasn't there and I don't know about the event

but I don't feel much for him so no loss.

He looks bit chubby because he gained almost 20 pounds

for some new drama where he acted as some emperor lol.

And even though he hasn't shed off all the extra pounds yet

when the photo's taken (he's super thin now :O)

it's okay because he looks good chubby leh!

How many people can achieve that? :D

I want the mooncake drama DVD!

Not only because of him (even though a big percentage yes)

but because it's so much better than the first series :D

Don't know where to get them but

Edwin (who have alot of HK dramas episodes)

said that he's going to transfer the episodes to me.

Whooohoo! Can watch them to fulfill my desires until

I get the authentic DVD :D

Commencement of Prelims 2

2009-09-13T14:13:00.000+08:00

Less than a day to my first paper.

MOB Paper 1 of Prelims 2.

Exactly 3 more units to go.

Which translates into 17 topics.

Not that all bad phew.

Add oillll! x

But I know you'll find another

2009-09-02T19:26:00.009+08:00

I think Meiling (and her skills) totally rocked my life on the Teachers' Day celebration :D Super touched to the max. I can easily win the 'Most Enthusiastic Student' award and I swear that 31st August is one of the best day I had this year (:D) even though the reasons behind it can be abit too random for some, but I have always been the excitable sort anyway.

No matter how much I enjoyed my morning, some irritants have to ruin the supposedly perfect day of my life. I affirm the fact that I'm easily annoyed because the events that spoilt my day, have pretty much nothing to do with me, technically speaking. Maybe it's the people who were involved in this unfortunate occurence made me realise how my patience is running low with them.

I'm not going pretend that I'm all emotionless and heartless to all the situations that I face and find myself planted in (even though there are really some circumstances that I'm quite apathetic to), because it always disappoints me to realise that I'm experiencing some form of communications problems with a friend of mine (or at least someone I thought was a friend) over a certain advent of the most unfortunate. Whatever happened was not regrettable, at least to me, but the outcome of it was quite disastrous.

I've always been the person who's always nice enough to treat people I know with a certain high level of enthusiasm but when I don't feel the same coming from them, it shuts me off completely. I know that some people are just not very warm-hearted by nature, but one can always feel the genuineness you are getting in return.

It dismayed me that whenever I tried to recover the friendship that we once had, all I've gotten are your pretense and hypocrisy and contradiction. I once thought you're someone whom I thought was understanding, sympathic and wholehearted. I've always thought that it was my fault that had resulted that what we are. But right now, I'm cringing at my stupidity of how deluded I can be. I finally understand that maybe, I've never knew the real you and have never gotten the chance to anyway.

I realised that it might just be your capricousness that sets you and the rest of us apart. If you think that you've done nothing wrong and this is exactly what you had always hoped for, then there's nothing much I can do. Because if this is how you really feel, then you're not worthy of my time and effort anymore.

Today started really nice, it was really cooling (more like freezing I know) but I totally embarrassed myself infront of Mr. Joseph Ang and a crowd before the start of the morning assembly. So he was at the back where we all are, telling us to move infront. And since I was facing him with my back facing where we were supposed to stand, I made my way to the location without turning around (which means I'm walking backwards lah).

While walking, I tripped over some foot which until now, I don't know whose it belonged to. So while I was about to fall flat on the ground (still facing the Math teacher and the crowd I might add), I managed to steady myself. My basic instinct was to turn away and walk as calmly, yet quickly, as possible to our assigned area so that I'll be able to make a quiet exit.

Meiling was beside me, helping me to cool down, while informing me that my face has gone red again, for the 3847654068th time this month for some strange but not unknown reason. While the Math teacher prompted me to be more careful, Jolin and Rachel raced to my side, asking me loudly whether I'm okay or not -.- While under normal circumstances, I would be really touched and grateful if they asked me the same question but that was not what I would call "normal circumstances". And cham, everyone who was near the vicinity knew that I tripped and nearly fell D: So much for making a quiet exit.

Okay, so 99% of the people wouldn't be able to understand the adverse impact of me not being able to make a quiet exit because they don't know the reason behind it but still.. Sigh. Meiling and Rachel understand can already. Sigh sigh sigh ):

Anyway, I need to buy the navy bluey greeny top I saw with Ruiqi when we went to Bugis a couple of weeks ago! It's a need now, not a want D: Ahhhh!

P.S. I know it's quite an abrupt change of topic for the few previous paragraphs. And my expression of unhappiness might not be able to be comprehended by some because I have a high tendency of writing in Middle English when I'm not in a particularly joyous mood. Which means, to ignore spellings and tenses and grammers and whatever mistakes I can make.

Eyeliner and cigarettes

2009-08-22T21:15:00.004+08:00

I can't really blog much now because I've been super busy. Reaching home at 2200 on Tuesdays to Thursdays and going back home at that time on Fridays.

I've been staying for night study sessions lately and I'm getting the momentum after two weeks and last Thursday's finally productive somehow (': It's bit sad to reach home this late but there's always this certain form of motivation for me to study at school :D Don't know whether the energy's positive or not but it is entertaining! At least, for me :DD

Jolin said this song is all about me.
Lady Gaga's Paparazzi

I'm your biggest fan
I'll follow you until you love me
Papa-paparazzi
Baby there's no other superstar
You know that I'll be your
Papa-paparazzi

Promise I'll be kind
But I won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby you'll be famous
Chase you down until you love me
Papa-paparazzi

I got so kua zhang meh O.O

I finally took pictures with Draco Malfoy :D

2009-08-09T18:02:00.003+08:00

Tom Felton on a Japanese talk show,

King's Brunch on 1st August 2009,

promoting HBP :D

Subtitles should be on the screen to deliver

the messages to the ones at home

who don't understand English, not the translators.

So why is she equipped with a microphone?

Zzz to the max D:

If I know that I'll be taking pictures with Draco,

I wouldn't wear what I wore D:

But what does one wear to the tuition anyway?

I took more pictures with him, and even Harry Potter!

Oh snap. Forgot about Snape that day.

If you could be anywhere, where would you be?

2009-07-28T16:48:00.001+08:00

I really have nothing to type about. I lead a really boring life and I'm an equally boring person. Yesterday was my first day back at school after my one week long H1N1 MC. It was super tiring and PE was.. Random? We had to use an umbrella-like weapon to poke people's calves for one minute and that's all we did. Hope next week's would be better. Less stoning and all. Meh.

P.S. Someone changed the screen's display settings or something, everything look so wide and ugly. And I can't fix it D:

Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince (II)

2009-07-20T13:55:00.007+08:00

It's perfectly alright if the movie sucked for you. Some of my friends are disappointed by the movie and I'm fine with it. Really. Somehow, people don't quite believe me when I make this statement. But no, I'm honestly perfectly alright.

Everybody's got some expectations of their own and even for myself, I can't say I'm 100% happy with the movie. There's certainly scenes that I hoped that will make it to the final cut but they did not. There's bound to have displeasures, disappointments, annoyances and irritations here and there and I accept constructive criticism, even though it's really none of my business, even as a overly-obsessed HP fanatic.

What pisses me of is the attitude of some certain people. I've to confess that I wouldn't care how they tried to bring the movie down if it isn't Harry Potter.

But unfortunately, this is and I can get rather defensive about it.

Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince

2009-07-19T20:15:00.009+08:00

Half Blood Prince is awesome!

I'm not saying it's perfect because

there's defintely parts which make me go "?" and "!"

but I can definitely see the efforts to stick

as closely to the book as possible

(after being blasted horribly that OOTP was

way off the print lol).

I know that there's people out there saying how much it sucked and all that shit? These humans, obviously, lacked the ability to judge for themselves. I've been reading what others have to say about the movie by googling and I see this comment gazillion times.

Phrased in my own words, "HBP is the worst movie I've seen in the series! I read so many good reviews about the movie and I expected so much! But the movie sucked like the rest!!"

...

CRAZY RIGHT.

Since when are the people so gullible to believe

everything they read?!

Since when huh since when.

Their own problems that they expected so much can.

Nobody planted the expectations in the brain lor.

Siao.

"HBP is the worst movie I've seen in the series!" People've been saying for almost six years already, ever since Prisoner of Azkaban came out. So make up your mind please, are the movies getting worse by the minute, or all these people say it for the sake of saying it just because of a tiny and negligable amount of displeasure?

"But the movie sucked like the rest!!" So according to them, being let down by all the previous installments, hasn't taught them anything at all and they are stupidly naive enough to believe that this movie's gonna rock their world all of a sudden like.. Magic.

Sorry, shit pun but true.

And then some self-proclaimed Harry Potter fan started going "Don't even talk about being a fan of HP if you've never read the book you effing retard! You have no idea what you are talking about," when she's talking about herself.

And I quote from her, "Take for example the part where Bellatrix & Death Eater gang appeared at Wesleys house and created a fire crop circle thing and chased them around. How come I don't remember that part at all? Can someone englighten me and point out which chapter it was from?"

Zzz to the epitome can. If you really are a Harry Potter fan, you would know that the scene's a representation of what the Death Eaters' countless attacks. By burning down The Burrow, it gives the movie-watchers a more in-depth pacing who did not read the books. Watching the scene from Harry's point of view is more expressive than looking at some unknown people's houses being burnt from the news reports. I know I sounded technical but .. Zzz.

And she mispelt Weasley. Honest mistake for a HP fan or she never really knew the correct spelling for the word? There's always the benefit of doubt there so I'm not going to get all worked up about it.

Also, "Or what about the Death Eaters wreacking havoc in muggle world, fucking up the bridge and all? WHAT'S THE OUTCOME?????"

The blasting of Millenium Bridge in the movie act as a representation of all the Death Eaters' doings in the book. It is to signify that the rise of Voldemort does not only cause detrimental impacts on the wizarding community, but to the muggles as well.

All these are in the first chapter, and the bridge part is in the first page somemore lor. So you might want to ask JKR herself for the answer to that question of yours.

And here comes, "Also, I really hated the stupid lovey dovey parts! Honestly, who the fuck wants to watch Ron and some random chick snogging? I'd rather watch Ron & Hermione get together and in the end nothing much happened between them also! Just flirting, sort of, WTF?"

Me. I really want to watch Ron and Lavender embrace each other because I think they are really cute together. This is my honest opinion okay -.- And about Ron and Hermione ended up with pretty much nothing is also written by JKR in the sixth book what. Shall I pose the same question as you did: Can someone englighten me and point out that this isn't from the book?

Even though I agree with her that I wished the producers paid more attention to Dumbledore's funeral, instead of just lighting the wand at the Dark Mark in the sky, which by the way, looks magnificent.

(P.S. I've nothing against the blogger, only the comments she made. She has always been nice enough and I really do enjoy reading her blog and I still do. And she's pretty! Okay I know being pretty or not has got nothing to do with this discussion. I just don't like how the comments were being posted, it's like challenging the rest of the population who loves the movie, like me. I know everyone's got their freedom of speech and so do I.)

And I know that there are people who are disappointed by the film. I don't have any problem with them because there's nothing anyone can do to please the entire population of the world right? What pisses me of is the way some people choose their words, it's as if they don't have the enough amount of brains to do so.

For me, I don't really know what to say about the movie honestly, there's so many things about Harry Potter going through my head that I can't think straight. Like I've said at the top of this post, I admit that some parts do make me go "?" and "!" even though they are not nessesarily bad.

Like the inferi scene, those little creatures look abit like Gollum and I was giggling when at least half of the cinema have not overcome their shock when we were startled by the sound effect.

And about Draco! It was never explicitly stated in the book that he has already been branded by Dark Mark.

But since, JKR approved the script personally (this should shut a hell load of people up :D), I think that Draco has indeed, joined his father as a fellow Death Eater. JKR is one who take her series seriously and she doesn't approve the script blindly. For example in the original script, Dumbledore once had a line about how he's got a crush on some girl but was corrected by JKR, stating that our dear old Dumbly's gay.

I was abit surprised by how good looking Cormac is (so I approve of Hermione's choice definitely) and how Fenrir looked like Filch. And for the record, Dave Legeno is really quite handsome too for a 46 year old!

About Dumbledore's funeral, like what I've stated, I was looking forward to it but the moment where Fawkes appeared, I know it's gonna get cut ):

Lastly, about the appearance of Cho Chang. I don't see her anywhere in the film? Is it just my eyes or what? I thought she'll be the one who got cursed by the necklace because Katie was signed on for the sixth installment, much to her surprise and mine, because the number of times Cho appeared in the book was abit depressing. Then the trailer came out, and it was Katie Bell who got cursed, just like what happened in the book and I was like "Maybeeee Cho's gonna replace Leann?" But no leh, Leann's still Leann in the movie ._.

But I was really happy with how the rest of the film went! Pacing's good for me, cinematography by Bruno Delbonnel is amazing as well, the cast acted brilliantly in the film. I particularly enjoyed Jessie Cave and Jim Broadbent!

And needless to say, Tom Felton is well loved by all of us. For the rest of the population, HBP gave us opportunity to discover Draco's inner feelings, hidden by the shell of the annoying twerp he was and it was so sad. Really really sad. For me, I've always been a major fan of Tom and nobody would disagree with me, always loved him more than the other casts and I finally understood my obsession of him. He's a darn good performer, acting and singing as well, and has always been breath taking (if you can say that about a boy). Everytime he appears on screen, something inside me twitched. Even if he only appeared in a news clipping.

I heart Draco. Yay (':

P.S. I might not make sense to some but really, a suspected H1N1 patient who's burning at 39 degrees when typing out this post is highly emotional and easily agitated. Especially when she's talking about something she's highly devoted in.

Quarantined.

2009-07-18T21:31:00.003+08:00

Quarantined.

But that wasn't before I watched Harry Potter this morning!
Which, by the way, is awesome
because it stayed true to the book.
Except the fact that Fenrir looked like Filch.
But I'm not complaining :D

Need to blog about it tomorrow.
Because I don't want to forget.

Pre-HBP Hype

2009-07-16T20:50:00.004+08:00

Yesterday's got to be one of the worst days I had this year because during the HT period, my home tutor said CY's down as a H1N1 suspect and Mahes and I got super worried, realllyyy worried. If he's gotten the flu, then his classmates (who happens to be the two of us as well) would have to be quarantined for seven days. And that means ..

Missing Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince. Which would be super sad! And devastating. So I asked super loads of random questions like when is him getting his report back and when does the quarantine starts and all. Which then, leads to this ..

On my home tutor's FB and ..

On my Twitter.

Mr Wong really doesn't understand the importance of Harry Potter to me (and Mahes) and he keeps brainwashing us by telling us that Star Wars is the same as Star Wars, under the don't-know-what-heroic-something rule from don't-know-where.

But there is one major difference: Harry Potter has got better looking actors and actresses than Star Wars. Think Tom Felton and Emma Watson! As compared to err.. I don't know, Yoda? I know Yoda's an animated character lah, but don't you think he looks really grumpy? Meh. Even Dobby is 10000 times cuter and he's now my favouritest character after I read how he died to save Harry and all! Super touching can )':

RIP Dobby
A free elf who died a heroic death on March 1998.

Okay, maybe Kreacher is also the unhappy sort whose ultimate fantasy is to be beheaded and have his head hung on the wall just like his mum. But he's gotten so lovely at Deathly Hallows and it's so hard not to like him!!!

OH YAH. HARRY POTTER GOT HOUSE ELVES BUT STAR WARS DON'T HAVE (Y)

Jingyi's reply to my update

And my reply to Jingyi's reply

And since I'm on the topic on Harry Potter already, I might as well post this here too. I cannot understand how there's any people in the world who has the ability to reject Draco's love. Sigh.

P.S. It's confirmed that CY's a negative, high fever only. Heng ah, no need to miss HBP. Super happy can :D And the conversation between his mum and Mr Wong is super funny bhahahaha. Anyway, I'm watching it on this Saturday! :D Wanted to watch it today but tomorrow got school, am scared that I can't sleep and wake due to severe hyperactiveness. Wanted to watch tomorrow but I got tuition -.- So yeah, left Saturday only. Aiyah, since I've waited it for two unbearable years already, might as well wait for two more days.

First day back after Prelims 1

2009-07-13T20:16:00.003+08:00

So today's the first day back at school after two painfully disastrous weeks of examinations and I don't exactly like how today went but then again, I never really liked the first-day-back.

I found out all the people I dislike are in my GP consultation class. I can't believe my luck sometimes. During PE, we took our weight and unfortunately, me has gained 600g. We also had to learn this racial harmony dance thing and I had melted under that sun. I have finally become an NC25/NW20 during the holidays and exam period but I think that I have became tanner now. Meiling said I resembled an apple after the dance when I asked her whether I looked like a crab or not. And I did put on sunscreen can, SPF65 somemore. Zzz.

And one last thing, it's been awhile since I posted my face here. So below's a picture to annoy anyone who think people should bare their faces everywhere and anywhere they go. I like to irritate people who disagree with me even though I don't know why. I guess everyone pretty much feel the same way as I do too.

Me loves Kelly :}

Oh yeah, I almost forgot. Today's word of the day: Mahjong. And Meiling would always be there to remind us when we've neglected or forgotten this word. Bahahahaha :D

Kai Z Feng

2009-07-09T11:41:00.008+08:00

I think Kai Z Feng is such a brilliant photographer
and I'm blown away with what he did to Tom.
One of the very amazing pictures here :}

Totally love this (':

And I'm waiting (impatiently) for the
Drama magazine shoot to be out,
but like very slow leh.
The shoot with Kai Z Feng's so much later
and we're able to see some of the collection already.

And uhh, my desktop crashed about a week ago,
(right after I changed the keyboard -.-)
so everything's gone.
Pictures, music and photos (!! with Aska D':)
Lucky I have the sense to upload like 1% of the
photos I took of/with Aska on Facebook.
Better than nothing )':

POA paper 2 tomorrow!
And I want Jill Stuart Eye Jelly 10 <3>

Renyi's dead ):

2009-06-26T16:19:00.003+08:00

He looked very cute for a character who's
supposed to be banged by the car.

Church Camp 2009

2009-06-25T14:43:00.012+08:00

The lack of posts is due to the fact that my keyboard died, not that I'm actually revising. So now that I've the keyboard replaced, I'm so busy spamming others and myself on Facebook!

This is like a tenth of what I did.

Can't explain my happiness.

Hahaha am so happy now because I've been using that stupid character map software for two days, clicking on each and every single letter and punctuations and since the spaces cannot be pasted, I've to copy some other words with spaces and delete the extra letters away.. All with mouse.

It was so dreadful I nearly threw the keyboard to the screen. But no, somehow I was able to listen to the little sense left in me. Bah. Anyway, pictures of the camp are from others' Facebook.

My loot.
Like I've said, I don't have much time to shop
at Malacca, but still managed to bring some back :D

Some weird game about twenty cents coins.
Only put this up because of my limb.
And hair.

Me and Jocelyn.
Another weird game which we had to pass rubber bands
with satay sticks thingo.

Look at someone's mouth bahahah.
How can he twist it into that shape.
The midnight supper was okay only.

The KTV is super cheap.
We paid like RM2 each for two and a half hours,
I think. I forgot.
Can't stay there longer because they close at 2am.

I forgot when are these two are taken.
I think after some sharing sessions
and some random games.

Single spotlight.
But I prefer this than what we've gotten actually.
-_-

Back from Malacca

2009-06-21T13:32:00.004+08:00

Hello world, am finally back from the Malacca trip and didn't get much shopping done, it's a camp afterall. Renyi's gonna die next Thursday, how am I going to survive the last 8 episodes without him? Maybe it's better that way, being able focus on the Prelims 1. Speaking of exams, anyone started revision yet? I haven't. Damn shit.

How my day went (I'm super original yay :D)

2009-06-11T17:04:00.013+08:00

POA consultation in the morning with Mrs Tay and I was super proud of myself to be able to finish an Incomplete Records question :}

After that was SSC (my second time this week :D) with Lingxuan. I love Daiso :D My $8 was well spent on useless superficial products (like some black masque thingo) because it helps to satisfy my innate desires when I'm are poor. Lunch was nice with free drinks at Astons whoots. Finally bought a basic black top from Cotton On for my super bright turqoisey leggings. Heh heh.

(Which reminds me, Ruiqi where are youuu ~)

P.S. Was taken aback when I saw myself appearing in my home tutor's FB photo album. It wouldn't be this surprising if I'm not taking my GP prelims one at the moment when he was right beside me, taking the picture. And I thought he was just playing with his phone -_- Lucky my limbs look fine lor, if not, ohmergerhsz. But do I have to be reminded that my essay is totally out of point? T.T

P.P.S. The more I stare at the latest picture Elvin and I took, the more I hate it. Even without the over-colouring of my skin tone (and the hair!), it seems pretty bad enough D:

Rocking Without Smoking

2009-06-08T19:28:00.011+08:00

I looked super beigey-pink because I photoshopped
my skin colour as I thought I looked too tanned.
I did not realise how salmon-y
I was until I saved the picture.
The worst thing is that
I did not have a backup copy of it.

And I hate how messy my hair was.
But I can't photoshop it away because
I don't want a headless/distorted woman
to be in the picture.
I don't blame her for wanting to be in the same frame with him.
But why does she have to be in that exact spot.
Why.

I also hate how unnatural my smile was.
And how unhappy my smile was,
when I'm the exact opposite of what was portrayed.
It's so difficult to smile when your whole body just freezes up?
But then again, many people, like Ms Tay and Ruiqi for instance,
have commented that I can't smile naturally,
no matter how happy I am.
Sigh.

But! Elvin's cute enough to save this major fail photo.
:D

Would there ever be a next time?

2009-06-08T16:56:00.008+08:00

All along, I thought I've moved on from point B to C. It took me almost three months to realise that I haven't, and it took me another eight months to realise how emotionally attached I can get.

What a pleasant surprise
What a breath of fresh air
You knock the wind out of me
Blindsided and so unaware

http://tainted-pulchritude.blogspot.com/2009/03/gone-with-wind.html

Mick Mars

2009-06-07T15:00:00.003+08:00

Mick Mars is so cool, he's like the cucumber of cucumbers :}

POA Company Accounts

2009-06-06T20:59:00.005+08:00

Yesterday's POA class was fulfilling because I realised that Company Accounts is not that difficult to do after I finally understood what debentures, interim and final dividends, and preference shares are. I know, all the basics after 2 and a half years worth of Accounting education but I'm finally improving! :D

Must. Pass. This. POA. Prelims. One. I. Don't. Care.

The sun is in the sky

2009-06-04T17:03:00.003+08:00

It's all my fault that Benny is getting obsessed with this Mediacorp actor. I shouldn't have made him watch The Ultimatum lah. Now he's getting all gay and such ohmehgerhzx.

Face hurts

2009-06-03T18:41:00.004+08:00

Just now at school, the toilet door swinged by itself and crashed the left side of my face. Super loser, I know. Just a couple of weeks ago, I crashed the right side of my face by walking literally into the door frame of my room in total darkness. So now, it's all about balancing huh? FML

An annoying daughter my Dad has

2009-05-29T17:26:00.003+08:00

I am nudging my father on the MSN every twenty seconds because I'm bored and he can't complain because being nudged by his own annoying (but favourite) daughter is a part of the routine of becoming an awesome Dad <3

Last day of Term 2

2009-05-29T16:39:00.004+08:00

Today is the last day of school :D But I'm going back to school for the additional Accounts lessons and on Monday and Tuesday and Wednesday and Thursday and Friday. Kinda loserish to go back to school for two weeks (with other subjects as well) but it's okay, can get a chance to drill my POA skills, seeing that mine is negligable. And this reminds me of a little incident between me and my POA teacher a week or two ago.

Mrs Wan was talking to another,
"You are not on the at-risk list but you are working
your way towards there if you continue to not study".
Me, "Then me leh me leh?"
Mrs Wan looked at me with a strained smile*
Me, "It's okay, can tell me. I can accept it :D"
Mrs Wan continued looking at me with the same strained smile*
Me, "It's really okay, I want to knowww :DD"
Mrs Wan, "Yes."
Me, "BOOHOOO T.T"

I guess I should have known better. I'm already assigned to another teacher who seems pretty nice and helpful for extra consultations and my tests are crap. Never mind, I cannot give up, must jia you! Yay.

P.S. Azizah is still furious at me for doing that _____ and ____ to _____ after a day but it's okay, I am carrying out a mission for her anyways :D

Pastamania!

2009-05-28T16:37:00.008+08:00

Today was a happy day :D Somehow, the little guilt and some sort of unhappiness which nudged me at the back of my head for a couple of days were lifted.

Anyway, we finally had our Pastamania meal after weeks :D Azizah was about to give in to go to the Sun Plaza's outlet when I decided to be nice and suggested Westmall. Bleh. I felt cheated for a bit. And she was super agressive towards me before we left school! I did not expect such a reaction from her when all I did was a genuine and honest ____ and _____ to _____.

So I had this salmon pasta at Pastamania with Azizah, Rachel and Calvin. The meal was supposed to be satisfying but my diluted ice lemon tea spoilt everything ):

Gloria and me both did something stupid today, although I don't know what she did but she'll tell me after her dinner :} But omygooshhh whatever happened to me approximately 30 minutes ago, was epic, as described by her. Omygerhszx I am feeling super pissed now lah. Pffft.

Quote of the day, "He is just a special random guy in MI".

I don't like the way how things go

2009-05-25T18:58:00.006+08:00

I don't like how I'm assigned to play the poke poke game for PE for the 4 sessions starting July. I don't like how they said drawing lots would be done instead of the first come first serve basis for the choosing of the activity we want to participate in, even though people at the end of the queue (like me) were forced to take up other games because the slots were full. I don't like how I had to give up archery for the poke poke game just like that.

I don't like how human beings tend to think too much and they always make the simplest things complicated. I don't like how they think I like him when I do not. I don't like how they react about it. I don't like how people do not even have the courage to look at me in the eyes. I don't like how I'm being an irony because I might be the one thinking too much, even though it's not quite possible.

But I like the way how Elvin looked at me yesterday! Haha loves <3

The Ultimatum

2009-05-23T11:20:00.009+08:00

This picture
is so cute hehe :D

I feel so in love with zebra prints now, anyone as well?
Ohmehgerrhzxs, I need frozen yoghurt.
I poke your eyes with chopsticks then you know ah.
Good luck to Eeling, Liza and Andrew for the audition! :D
Time to head to NLB and support (lol bahaha) Tongtong.

Facebook

2009-05-21T20:56:00.005+08:00

Found this from Eeling's facebook.
This shall serve as my motivation.
Yeah, maybe.

Anyway, some people posted 2007/2008 pictures.
I nearly died looking at them.
Is that what my hair really looked like back then?

And another posted 2009 pictures.
With my spectacles that are obviously too huge for me,
and my eyebags + dark eye circles,
I look like I'm gonna fall asleep any moment.
Meh.

That's why I heart my daily contact lenses.
(But I might switch back to my monthly ones)
And concealer.
And liquid foundation, or the 2 way cake.
With loose powder or compact powder.
Maybe some mascaras and eyeshadows.
Abit of blusher, bronzer and highlighter.
Add some eyeliner and browmaker.
I'm ready and good to go.

All in all, let's just say Facebook is dangerous,
in many ways.

P.S. Meiling, good luck on your quest of signing up an account successfully for the 654985th time. Go you!

I'm easily annoyed

2009-05-18T13:56:00.005+08:00

I am very upset over what has happened during that two days. Obviously, some people lack the basic courtesy of being respectful to another person who deserved it, seeing all the efforts he put in. But then again, to expect some sort of civility from a bunch of fucktards? Meh. The sea will turn pink before they have learned to be complaisant.

Millennia Institute Official Opening

2009-05-17T17:40:00.004+08:00

So yesterday was our school's official opening and the lunch was boring. I expected to eat while pretending to listen to the speeches and watch other people performing but nooooo. Food was served last which honestly annoyed me a little, but not as much as another person did.

Carnivial was supposedly alright but I've got $40 worth of coupons to spend so it was great even though lugging all those stuffs home was a chore. I bought $20 from the stack I was given to sell even though I did not, $5 given from Hilda or Edwin and another $15 from Mr Lim :D

Things conquered which I slinged on my limbs and stuffed in a worn out bag and some people thought it cost $1000 (?!) I honestly did not realise that the stupid word was engraved on the metal when I bought it lah.

Gold bangle, turqoisey green leggings, guys' tshirt which was abit too big to me (I wanted to give it to Dad but him and silver graphics just don't match. Then, I thought of giving it to Benny but he'll look gay because it's like too short for him leh. I think I shall wear it to tuitions or somewhere in the neighbood), uncooked macaroni letters in the test tube thingo, 5 packets of honeyed cornflakes, 3 currypuffs from Zelan's class booth and she gave me a can of coke :D, 2 packs of chocolate cookies, a cup of mashmallows dipped in Nutella and Oreos, a packet of fried rice and a packet of spaghetti.

I love cheap thrills :DDDDD

Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

2009-05-15T23:32:00.016+08:00

I realised that I might be one of the very littlest few, who felt contended with the results we've gotten for our SYF. The rest were disappointed (for those who cared) and maybe even discouraged because we did not achieve our goal, not that anyone went hysterical or bawled their eyes out in the public or anything else close to that effect.

We might have done our best but isn't it all too superficial, and I might add, desultory, if we're just using that to project our results? Those who have gotten Gold may have worked harder, put in more effort and have more practice sessions than us. To put it realistically (and simply), their performances are just better than ours.

Shouldn't we be proud of ourselves that we had done our best, no matter what the outcome is? Wouldn't it be more disastrous if any glitch, unexpected or not, was to happen?

Even though it made me feel a bit guilty for not even feeling half as disappointed as the rest, it does not mean that I have not put in my best effort. I know for the fact that some people, our vice chairman for instance, do not like how little I am contributing to the team. But what more do you want from a person who was supposed to drag a plant across the stage and paint faces with arrows and random whatnot? I know what I've done, I do not feel that my effort is in anyway, inferior as compared to the others' and am certain that I've fulfilled my role.

Oh, and thanks Dinesh for his "GOOOO DOROTHY!!!" or at least that's what I heard when the principal announced to the school that we've gotten Silver for our drama.

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle
Sometimes you going to have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Lazy rainy days

2009-05-13T19:11:00.003+08:00

As usual, nothing much happened lately. The only highlight of the day was that my classmate told me I molested his butt :\

To the one who tempted me to get some bubble tea, good luck for your A Levels History tomorrow and don't be too chilled about it :D

Losing control

2009-05-08T21:56:00.007+08:00

I can't believe I broke down
and cried in the canteen
during the break after PE yesterday.

Just because they told me,
the love of my life is
rumored to be gay.

Very depressed
and dejected,
and so very traumatized.

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town

Already Gone

2009-05-06T21:23:00.014+08:00

I am astounded by the fact that many weird people surround me every single day. Not that I'm very normal, but am definitely much more sane than any of them. And poop, I can't find my Aska shirt and I'm supposed to wear it on Friday when I'm dragging the pot of plant across the stage at ACJC D: On a random, but not quite unrelated note, I can't wait for the hoodie to arrive! :D

P.S. Yay my husband passed! I love you deepdeep :D Bahahaha waiting for your treat!

When in Rome

2009-04-30T16:08:00.004+08:00

"Never thought I'd live the day
to see Draco in jeans."

Some tag replies

2009-04-23T21:26:00.015+08:00

My life has been quite good, I've been happy and all was well for the past few weeks, except -

1) I've never been any busier this year.
2) I've never been any poorer this year.
3) I'm wasting loads of $ on Pet Society for stupid, useless things.
4) I'm getting annoyed by Roanna's primary school classmate, not that they went to the same primary school and was in the same class, but yah la.
5) I'm getting irritated by the increasing number of people whom they think they know me because we talk. Like wtf hello?!
6) I'm always embarrassing myself in front of all the wrong people, sometimes abit too wrong and of all human beings, why them?

Anyway, I'm posting my tag replies here today, from the earliest (:

ling: Yes! Elvinnnnn! <3>
jingyi: Absolutely :D Even for a person who's not that fond of him must still admit that he's cute!
Lanna: Yahh so heavily photoshopped but still so handsome bahahaha.
# peijie: Scary transformation really.
jingyi: YES YES 17 AGAIN WHOOOO!
boon: 'Sup yo.
jingyi: EVERYONE WHO WATCHED THE MOVIE ARE ALL SWOONING OVER ZAC! And eh, I missed it as well D:
ling: I think you'll get over it soon enough! Aha.
ziza: OMGEHHH. You watched it omgehh.
Lingxuan: Just so happens that the people whom I fawn over are those whom you like then you'll say my taste improved. Not fair leh. And hahahah vibrator.
Lanna: Deathly Hallows is the one they're splitting into two films. Hehe HP series end later and more of Draco (Y) Double wins lol.
boon: Read faster. Add oil.
Lanna: Nono, Dumbly died in the Half-Blood Prince ):

Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince trailer

2009-04-21T21:24:00.017+08:00

The final Half Blood-Prince trailer

This is the final trailer for the installment and
is the fifth one as well (if I'm not wrong)?
And this is my favourite trailer because!

It's more fast paced.
Covers more new aspects of the book
(while the previous ones can be quite repetitive)
like the Ginny, cursed necklace, and inferi scenes.
But does anyone think that those inferi looks abit comical?
I was expecting more of a
living-zombie-but-somehow-still-flexible-while-scary-at-the-same-time bodies.
And then there's the muggles scene!
I really like the idea of it :D
It's nice to see the muggles and wizards appearing together.
Even though I can't explain why :\

And how would I have forgotten about my dear Draco?
This is practically like the Draco Malfoy trailer :D

0:53-0:58
(Especially 0:56-0:58, those eyes!)
1:57
(SECTUMSEMPRA! My favourite scene ever!)
2:05
("I has to do this."
It's okay, all humans make mistake, Draco as well.
Grammatical error won't stop me from loving you :D)
2:13
(I think it's the Hogwarts Express scene.
Can't tell much from less than a second of wand waving.)

However, there's a part which I'm very worried about.

At 0:53-0:58, Dumbledore said, "Voldemort has chosen Draco Malfoy for a mission," and that was never in the book. That can mean to percieve Draco as a vile and cruel man but Draco is not such! I mean, yes he is irritating and annoying but never vile and cruel. Even though it is true that Voldy has chosen him, it was to punish Lucius for his mistakes. Draco has to do it, to protect his family, even though he might be aware that he can actually die from it.

Not that he hates Dumbledore.
Nor that he is evil.

In the book, Dumbly was protecting Draco. He planned his death with Snape so as to not stain Draco's soul. He never once made it clear that Draco was chosen despite Harry's worries and chose to pretend that Draco has nothing to do with all these plans, even though he knew all about them all along.

By making Dumbly say that line, it can and might change the whole direction of Book 7 and the attitude of Draco and his family. Would his parents, Lucius and Narcissa, still dare to defy Voldemort to look for their son in the midst of the battle? Would Narcissa still lie to Voldy and said that Harry's dead when he's not? Would Crabbe still die? Or worse, would Snape, the one who has always been misunderstood, be killed by Voldy? Would Draco and the trios still acknowledge each other at the platform Nine and Three Quarters with their children, and I might add, with Astoria (!!) and Scorpious by Draco's side? Would she (!!) even be married to Draco if the plot changes?

Totally adore these (:

P.S. The whole chunk of paragraphs about me being worried are the summary of my usual train of thoughts about the Harry Potter plot and I have to write down somewhere. Even though there's still 365875 questions I have yet to address about Dumbledore's line, I shall wait and see what happens in the mean time.

17 Again and Zac Efron!

2009-04-16T19:15:00.007+08:00

Caught 17 Again with Meiling and Irene! Zac Efron is superrr hot and my $6.50 was well spent. Rushed from school to the cinema and the both of them were way too fast for me. I love Thursdays! School ends super early for 07B5 yipee.

Anyway, the movie was good and I teared a little at the divorcing scene. Zac still looks so good while crying (: The big, wavy hair was classic as well!

I heard from Desdes that tomorrow's the presentation for the Okinawa trip and wouldn't it be a little too late seeing that it's been almost a year already? And Cynthia better not pick photos with my face on it. My eyebags + dark eye circles were at their worst during the trip and I don't know how to survive the presentation if that really happens. Ahhh.

I think I see it coming
If we step out on that limb
My heartbeat beats me senselessly
Why's everything got to be so intense with me
I'm trying to handle all this unpredictability
In all probability

Elvin is so cute

2009-04-12T15:00:00.010+08:00

This is a post about Elvin because
he is absolutely the most gorgeous guy
in the whole of Singapore,
much less to say Mediacorp :D

It's abit random how I started liking him.
Read here, but beware of a bad haircut
spotted on this blog's owner then,
as my fringe was way too short.
Anyway, I was definitely starstrucked
by the very hot looking Elvin
who seemed to float pass me.

Like whoa :D

Looks abit like Nat Ho in this photo :O

While these photos are heavily photoshopped,
I decided to post some of the more
down-to-earth pictures to show that
he is so cute in real life!
(Not that anyone needs any reminder :D)

Scenes from "By My Side",
where he acted as a vet.
Ohmygosh people should watch
him with the golden retriever!
Ahhhh so cuteee.

And I prefer him before photoshopping.
I mean everyone can look good with it,
but not all can look great before those stuff!
Ahhh why must he be so cuteee.

Anyway, I think Elvin serves as an
inspiration to each and every guy on earth
because he wasn't quite so hot back then?

I think this is the classic (:
But still very cute leh!
In the nerdy way :D

(Okay lah I am damn bloody biased.
I won't think the person in the magazine is cute
if he's not Elvin :D)

Hello Kitty collection from MAC (:

2009-04-09T16:19:00.006+08:00

I am very upset right now because I spilled half of my lunch all over the floor. Me is very hungry but I've nothing to eat pfft. And to make myself slightly more cheerful, here are the photos of my Hello Kitty collection from MAC! I know it's been out for a super long time and I've them for as long as I can remember, but somehow my USB cable's missing. So here it is whooo yeah.

Blusher in Fun&Games, lipglasses in Sweet Strawberry (in a gorgeous maroon shade with purple shimmer) and Nice to be Nice (orange whoo yeah, my favourite). I wanted TLC in Popster but that was already sold out with only reservations for the second release, along with TLC in Pink Fish D:

Orange is such an underrated colour! I mean it does washes people out with thin or unpigmented lips, but since I'm neither, I lovelovelove it yoy!

I bought three items only, due to the little amount of sense I have, so I'm well happy with what I have! Even though I would love to have the Popster lah. But at least I didn't make myself broke with my purchases (because my parents sponsored fifty bucks for me :D).

And argh, I'm late. Supposed to meet Andrew at 5pm in Ang Mo Kio and it's 4.37pm already! Have yet to change and everything. He's gonnna kill me ):

Im speaking up, my conscience is clear.

2009-04-02T22:09:00.003+08:00

Vanessa Hudgen's Gone With The Wind

The little girl you knew
The one that never stood up to you
Who kept her silence too long
Well shes gone with the wind
And now I'm standin my ground
And who I am and for that I'm proud
And the girl that you knew
Well she's gone with the wind

Gone With The Wind

2009-03-29T14:11:00.008+08:00

I was reluctant to move on from point B to C,
but I had to.
People come and go,
eveything changes,
and nothing remains the same.
But moving on does not mean I'll forget everything.
Everything I remembered,
was probably the best
and the sweetest that I could ever ask for.

Smiles. Laughters. Glances. Stares.

Very. Jealous.

2009-03-25T19:10:00.002+08:00

CAZ CAZ CAZ!
So it's abit late to post this but
SHE'S SO SWEEETTT :D
And Bootsie is the cutest cat ever.

And I was realllyyyy jealous (see title)
BECAUSE.
Tom is attending '17 Again' premiere tomorrow.
I've been wanting to watch that movie since forever.

My Life Would Suck Without You

2009-03-20T21:47:00.005+08:00

Kelly Clarkson's My Life Would Suck Without You

Cuz we belong together now, yea
Forever united here somehow, yea
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

This is why Kelly Clarkson is my
all time favourite (female) singer and
the only American Idol
whom I bother to pay any attention to.

P.S. And on a random note with nothing to do with Kelly,
here is a random quote I came across from, who else,
Tom Felton :D

'Legs are complete jelly shit.
My hearts fucking racing like i've had sex for 3 hours.'

And people should totally watch his expression
when he said that bahahhaa.

P.P.S. I totally hate how my blog layout shows in Firefox ):

Growls

2009-03-17T13:11:00.000+08:00

Eh I'm so hungry.
Need food badly.

If you could be anywhere

2009-03-15T14:29:00.002+08:00

I haven't been updating because my life is even more boring than a panda's. Oh well, at least I've gotten three products from the MAC Hello Kitty collection and will take a picture soon in a feeble attempt to spice up my-already-very-dull life.

Might be getting one more (TLC in Popster) tomorrow if there's still some stock left but I know it's unlikely. Both shades of TLC are already out of stock at Raffles City just by reservations, even before they started selling it.

I managed to pass every subject for the common test and that's quite an achievement for me even though the best grade I got is a C in Economics.

GCE A Levels H1 Math and Chinese

2009-03-06T23:12:00.007+08:00

Let's just say that parents are very happy with my GCE A Levels H1 Math and Chinese results. Math was not fabulous but it seems really nice to me because I've been failing that subject for the whole of last year, never even passed a single test. Chinese was a major shock because I remembered going out of point for the essay. However, the marker (whoever you are, I love you!) thought otherwise. And damn. I'm nervous about my PW results already.

To the dearest Meiling (if you are reading this before Sunday), I confess that I'm one of the densest person ever existed on earth. Remember the Majolica Marjoca orange lipgloss I got just now before our tuition? I like the shade so much that I'm thinking to get the orange lipglass (Nice To Be Nice) from the Hello Kitty collection from MAC! And to think that me buying that MM gloss was helping me curb the desire for Nice To Be Nice was stupid. Arghhh.

Last of 13 Hours

2009-03-05T18:56:00.007+08:00

Yeap, that's my boyfriend

and nope, the blood's not real.

"Definitely Venice for me!

I love architectures.

But Hawaii seems nice for a holiday,

try saying humuhumununukuapua'a five times!"

- Me and my crazy self.

I love John Little

2009-03-05T16:42:00.004+08:00

Never in my two years of education in MI have I thought that POA would be better than my Management. But it happened for my common test this year. So yeah. I finally passed my POA after 2 years whoo! First time in my life that my result for the subject would not be underlined in my results slip.

And I passed all H2s! Not at all fantastic, but my parents would be so proud (':

Went to John Little sales today. Got this Bourjois mascara because the wand look exactly the same as the Rimmel one I got. Uhm yeah, I bought it just for comparison purpose as the Rimmel one is not working well for me. I wanted to know whether the problem lies in the wand or the formula.

And I've gotten a Couleur Inc blusher, it's one of the less known brand as compared to ZA and those in John Little. I mean, they only have a little shelf. Never paid much attention to that brand because I don't quite like their packaging even though it's in Slytherin colour.

But since it was a sales, I was taking my time in John Little and practically combing every inch of that department. And I saw the blusher shade that I've been looking for the longest time ever! I had it in my mind but I can't find anywhere, from MAC to L'oreal.

Total damage was only $23+! Which was even less than the original price for the mascara. This makes me a veryveryvery happy and contended girl :D Until tomorrow when the results are released, that is.

My favourite quote

2009-02-27T12:57:00.005+08:00

"She now saw Draco as more than

just some spoiled pureblood prince.

He was as vulnerable as she was.

He just hid it better."

- Lovely Day, t'Isn't it?

25 Random Things

2009-02-26T14:10:00.007+08:00

Got tagged by Lingxuan on Facebook :D

1. I can't decide between Tippy or Fun and Games blush from the MAC Hello Kitty collection.
2. I can't decide whether I should get the lipglass too.
3. And if I'm getting it, Mimmy or Nice to Be Nice?
4. While at it, I'm definitely getting Pink Fish TLC.
5. I hate myself for missing out the Fafinette blushes. They are. All. So. Prettayye D:
6. My wishlist from Everyday Minerals cost me almost USD70. I need that flat top brush now.
7. And no, I am not buying all of the USD70. I am not rich.
8. I calculated and I bought 4 MAC makeup from the start of 2009 till now.
9. But there's a subsidised sum of $45 so it's not alot la.
10. Not forgetting the JL sales. I've got a gel liner, lipgloss, eyeshdow quad and a blusher.
11. Even with points 1 to 10, I am not obsessed, in any way, with makeup :D
12. Okay, I lied in point 11.

I think I shall stop rambling about makeup.

13. Anyway, I realised I only like guys who are oldddeeerrrr than me, Aska (12 years) and Elvin (9 years). And there's few who are not that old. Tom and Zac! Both 3 years older only :D Oh and Draco's 10 years older than me too. Not a chance I'll forget about him.
14. I support Slytherin yo.
15. Nearly died on the way home today when I found out how deep Roanna's knowledge about Harry Potter was. Practically zero.
16. I would love to meet little Scorpious <3>
17. I would love to take over Jade Olivia's place anytime.
18. I don't quite fancy Tom's hair when he's not filming Harry Potter.
19. Because no one, not a single soul, can carry a mushroom cut better than he does (':
20. Ahhhh. Tom is so cute. And talented. Swoons.
21. But we don't have much in common, sadly. He likes fishing and is superb at acting.
22. I'd be better off doing other things seriously.
23. So I reckon Draco is moremoremoreeee suitable for me :D
24. I indulge in fanfiction. That's why I share a special bond with the characters, especially Draco :D
25. According to J.K. Rowling, I'm pretty much screwed up in the head.

Tom Felton has played Draco Malfoy in all of the Harry Potter Movies to date. Malfoy grew into one of the series' most popular characters due to Felton's performances, and Felton quickly became synonymous with the character to many female fans, much to Rowling's dismay.

"I'm trying to clearly distinguish between Tom Felton, who is a good looking young boy, and Draco, who, whatever he looks like, is not a nice man. It’s a romantic, but unhealthy, and unfortunately all too common delusion of girls. It actually worried me a little bit, to see young girls swearing undying devotion to this really imperfect character. I mean, I understand the psychology of it, but it is pretty unhealthy."

Bahahaha and look at the "swearing undying devotion to this really imperfect character". Sounds like what I really do and what my life is about, swearing my undying devotion to Draco :O

The banner for HBP!
I know it's abit small here but hehehehhe.
It's the biggest Blogger allows.
And someone looks so cute here :D

My parents rock :D

2009-02-23T17:23:00.005+08:00

Me: Can gimme $4000? *puts on a widdeee smile* :D
Dad: Uh? For what?
Me: School trip to UK? Around $1800 for the trip after school has subsidised, $2200 for my expenses :D
Dad: For how long?
Me: One week :D
Dad: One week only ah? Orh okay.

Went to my mum and had the exact conversation. Not that kind of reponse I hoped to get, I expected more concern than the "one week only?" vibe I got. But since they agreed so randomly..

BAHAHHA :D

I don't think I would be bringing $2000 la. That time I went to Okinawa last June with the school, I spent less than 600 bucks, and that was 10 days? I know the cost of living is higher at UK but 1000 to 1500 bucks should be enough for a 7/8 days trip I think

And think London! Whoohoooooo Leavesden studio and Harry Potter!!!!!!! I might be able to bump into Tom Felton ahahahaaa and we would get married and Tom would push Jade Olivia aside! :D Maybe Martyn too <3>Been saying that I'm gonna bump into him on the streets of England for the longest time ever and not once it happened. I even got a mini map from him to navigate my way in the area :D And there's so many people whom I love at UK as well, Rachael and all (':

But then again, no need to pin my hopes high. "Two teachers will be accompanying 20 students to visit London and Yorkshire." Whoa only 20 and I went to Okinawa before, can go again meh D: And I think they focusing more on the Literature students.

Buhbye UK ):

P.S. I have nothing against Jade Olivia, in fact I kinda like her. It's just that I've got a thing against Tom's girlfriends ):

Christmas With Aska 2008

2009-02-20T20:32:00.002+08:00

Saturday, 20th December 2008

The events happened last year. So yeah, I am bit late for this. Anyway, on the 20th, it's the activity day for those with VIP tickets at KBox at E! Hub or something. I reached there earlier at around 3pm to help tend the ticketing booth, wrapped some presents, wrote an essay for Aska, tried to study for my diploma exam which was two days late and did loads and loads of manual labour.

It was around 8pm when Aska arrived. Was very excited and very jumpy hehe. The few of us (also known as ZXYZ for easy reference) were forming this human barricade thingo because people were abit scared that crazy fans would jump onto him lol (uhm human barricade sounds a bit stupid :\).

Before he arrived, I took a picture of a part of the crowd.

I was already screaming when we were stationed at the door before he arrived yoy. So when he appeared at the corridor I was forced to appear calm by the other ZXYZ people (even though my insides were sceaming) because we were the first few to see him as the barricades like us are stationed outside the entrance :D

Even though everytime Aska came to town, I was being tied down with school stuff, I still manage find myself the bestest position ever whoohoo. Proof below.

I was taking a picture of the crowd instead of him D:
I must be crazy.

Presented him with a trophy for the Singapore Hits award.
(I've never paid attention to the award until
Aska won 5 of them this year :D)

He seems really happy yay :D

Andrew and Aska cutting log cake.
Look at Andrew's expression D:

After the interview session,
he shifted from the chair in front of me
to the comfy sofa beside me (!!!) for some activity.

I think it was either Sandra or Felicia who took this.
Whoever you are, I love you (':

Felicia, Eeling and me.
I did the craziest thing by singing infront of him.
Was cheated into it -_-
But Aska said he love our chorus (yah chorus only la)
and dunno what voices best out of all the groups yo! :DDDDDD

When the activity ended, we became the human barricade again and this time it was really different because almost everyone became crazy and rushed towards him. So he was somehow walking directly infront of me (!!) and this person behind tried to get close with him and therefore pushed me which resulted in me plastered onto him at the front :D Thank you, whoever you are, I love you for pushing meeee :D

And I walked like that with Aska for about 20 metres? Whoooo. When the crowd dispersed, I was still walking infront of him, backwards. Of course not plastered anymore because I've got no reason to be plastered on hime anymore ): So yeah, walked backwards for another few metres and I tripped over the flat floor, "whoaaaaaa"ed, and nearly fell. Right infront of him D: But he told me to be careful soooo yeah. Not that bad after all.

So we went into this KTV room. And I don't think we're supposed to be there? So I was walking after Aska, helping him to carry his presents and the bouncer/security was asking, "Are you the crew?" and I was like "Errr yah, these are his presents," while shaking those paper bags slightly. Afterall I helped tend the ticketing booth for a while, went there early for preparations, packed goody bags the next day for the concert, arranged chairs, and those random stuffs? So he nodded and I squeezed in, and people followed suit.

And while we're inside the room, nobody said anything about us not being allowed to stay in the room. Not Aska, not 929, not some others who have the authority to chase us out. So maybe we are supposed to be there afterall? :D

We talked for a bit and randomly started taking group and individual photos. I have like 6 group ones and 3 individual ones. From Sychi's who was the photographer for the trip, mine and a few others?

When it was my turn to take the individual photo, we talked again for a bit and even though he was like Meizhen-ing me, it was okay <3>But seriously, only the Singapore ones really knows my name, but they, along with any other, name me as what Aska thought my name was. Aiyah, better than nothing lah. And I got a hug from him! So it couldn't be any better :D

I was really touched and
I cried buckets during the activity session T.T
I had no idea it was possible for me to cry even more at the concert.

Sunday, 21st December 2008

I was sooooo excited for this! VIP tickets at the second row, directly behind the media people and those VVIPs whoahaha :D So I went there early at around 2pm to help out again. I got lost trying to find my way to Kallang CC and Eeling had to try make my way through phonecalls.

When I finally arrived, I helped to pin this huge banner at the ceiling area. Some changes were made and we decided not to place it there anymore so I climbed down the chair, my hands raised and stretched to the maximum as I don't want to drag it across the floor while doing this tap-your-feet-and-twirl-around thing? So I did that for 10 steps or so before I looked what's infront of me.

And bam. Aska was standing infront of me, getting ready for the rehearsal while laughing at my stupidity. And yes, at me because I was the only one at the area and eye contacts whoohoo. Of all people, I have to make a fool out of myself infront of this certain very import and and special someone for the third time in less than 10 hours? Wow, that is really smart of me.

Even though I'm deeply embarassed by the fact, I still managed to wave weakly at him and thankfully, he waved back. If not, I would look even more idiotic. And this is that banner urgh.

Managed to snap a few pictures before
being chased out by random security
before the rehearsal starts.

Concert started at 8pm I think.
Before comfortably seated,
I was doing things for the concert like packing goody bags (lol)
for six hours straight,
and the only meal I had was breakfast.
But I wasn't hungry at all :D
Hmm yeah, the ever famous Andrew beside me.

I was crying all the wayyyyyy throughout the concert.
But there's some funny parts and I managed not to cry.

There were way more people than what I expected.
All 800 of the chairs we stacked were fully seated
and it was a really weird and overwhelming feeling.

I cried not entirely because of the songs he sang,
but more of what we experienced during the two days of events.
We put in alot of hard work for it
and made this music showcase successful?
This wasn't held in some fancy place like the indoor stadium,
where there is a whole team of professionals
taking charge of the concert.

We don't have any of them to do that.
We took charge of the whole performence.
And we all, as the fanclub, have a share in making this successful (':

Below are some pictures from dove from the forum :D

Singapore ones.

Those who helped out (:

Doves from Singapore, Malaysia, HongKong, Taiwan and USA.

While taking the second picture, Aska was leaving ): And being the ever animated person I was, right after the picture was taken, I dashed out of the hall, towards the main road, passed by the car which he was seated in while he was still saying goodbye to the others, sprinted onwards to the curve at the road :D So when the driver drived away, Aska was bound to pass by and notice me :DD And I almost melted when he said byebye to me! :DDDDDDDDDD

And when he looked into my eyes (!!) and told me to be careful as I was always not taking care of myself. I swear it was the epitome of whatever it can be (':

Should I get Tippy?

2009-02-19T16:23:00.012+08:00

Marcus wants me to show him the makeup I got here

but I keep forgetting so here it is.

And this picture doesn't do the products justice at all D:

Colours look so different and washed out here

but I am too lazy to take another photo.

So it has been quite a while since I've last updated. These few days have been quite boring actually, nothing interesting happened ):

Well, at least there's this forest fire going on for a couple of days just beside our school to liven up the atmostphere, not that I want the forest to continue burning. And an owl flew in to the school as well. I named the owl Pig, after Ron's Pigwidgeon because they look just like each other! Damn tiny and really cute. I'm expecting a koala and some penguins for the next few days, seeing that there's another snake in our campus. Whoohoo.

We'll be having our common tests next week. I am ecstatic to announce that this year's school examinations results don't matter to me anymore (Y)

On a different note, I have waited soooo long for the MAC Hello Kitty cosmetics to be released! So I am getting a few items from MAC, not all HK ones though.

1. Hello Kitty Tinted Lip Conditioner in Pink Fish (USD14.50)
2. Hello Kitty Lipglass in Sweet Strawberry (USD14)
3. Sheertone Blush in Pinch Me (USD18)

They cost USD46.50 in total. Okay lah, not very expensive. But I'm thinking of buying the HK collection from counters on 6th March, because they're selling out pretty fast online. That's only if I haven't place an order yet. But still, there may be a chance for them to restock? Okay, not likely.

Things are getting more exciting for me, with all the swatchings for me to carry out hohoho :D

Boring update

2009-02-06T20:57:00.002+08:00

Field trip to Parliament House after school.
John Little sales at Marina Square after that.
Along with Meiling, Azizah and Jolin.
Stayed for almost two hours at the makeup section.
I bought a few pieces of them :D
So did Meiling and Jolin.
Azizah's making a list of those to utilise the John Little voucher.

The blusher I got is almost a dupe of Stila's Cheek Duo: Sugarloaf.
And I've got the maroon eyeshadow, finally.
Been craving for it for 2 weeks now.
And this is the first time I went shopping for makeup this month.
It was funnnnn.
So yeah, I'm happy :D

The Dream Catchers is starting in 3 minutes.
Elvin Ng whooo.
Bahbye.

Something random

2009-01-23T19:12:00.004+08:00

School has been really tiring. I went straight to bed from school for the past few days. I think I would lose more weight if this continue whoo.

So today was the CNY celebration. I went to Raffles Place with Meiling, Irene and Pauline after school for lunch :D But Irene and Pauline went to have Burger King while Meiling and I ate at Din Tai Fung -_-

Dragged them to MAC at Robinsons after that. Got my lipglass in Florabundance and blusher in Springsheen :D The former is like a peach cream liquid lippy while the latter is pinkish-red with a hint of golden shimmer. I love them yoy :D

And the SA was really cute. Got shocked for a bit at first but he was really nice and patient despite us being in our uniforms. Irene said I look very different when I put on makeup because of my dark eye circles. I don't know whether it's a good thing or not la.

There's GP tuition at Bugis at 9am tomorrow! Uhm yeah must wake up early.

School started

2009-01-15T19:00:00.002+08:00

So yeah, school started on 12 January 2009. I am so tired everyday since Monday and I get hungry so much more easily and therefore eat alot more ever since school reopened. Not good for me.

And I still can't find my contact lenses after 5 days of intensive searching. That was my last pair and I have been surviving on my spectacles for the past 4 days but it's so heavy that it keeps sliding off my nose D: I might have threw it away accidentally ):

Oh yeah. I took my height an weight today and I'm like 170cm?! How can that be when less than 6 months ago, I'm still 164cm. Everybody (I meant everybody) I know miraculously grew at least 2cm. Bah.

I am slow

2009-01-09T10:45:00.000+08:00

I'm not even halfway through the Aska event post yoy. I didn't realise there so many things to type out. And I keep editing the existing paragraphs because the words don't make any sense to anyone but me.

Wheeyo.

One Million Stars re-run

2009-01-06T14:55:00.002+08:00

So I've said I'll blog about the concert today but eh it totally slipped my mind that One Million Stars is showing again (!) on Channel 56 today in like 3 minutes :D First season's first episode means a veryveryvery cute Aska and the very cute hair :D

Back from Taiwan

2009-01-05T19:05:00.007+08:00

I'm back whooo. And no, I didn't bump into Aska when I was in Taiwan. Bit sad yeah I know ): I'll probably blog about the Christmas With Aska 2008 event tomorrow. I'm a bit lazy to do so because I've taken quite a few videos and pictures. I've taken like more than 300 photos so it's a bit complicated for me hehe.

And yes, I still have the post withdrawal symptom (also known as Post Aska Syndrome) or whatever people call it, even though it has already been 2 weeks. You know the one which makes you go all empty inside? Yeap that.

Anyway, this video below is one of the songs he sang and one of the songs I cried the shittiest even though I don't quite understand the lyrics well. Only because this song was out only a few days before he sang it. Which means, I don't have the time to go check the lyrics against a dictionary. And yes, for almost all his songs and the songs he sang / will sing, I'll translate them because I'm cool like that.

杨宗纬属于

因为太老实所以不会耍心机
因为太信任所以被人利用
因为太善良所以受伤害的是自己

许大便，你去死吧。

Post Aska Syndrome ):

2008-12-26T22:11:00.008+08:00

So yeap, currently having the Post Aska Syndrome ): I'll update about the whole Aska thingo after I fly back from Taiwan next year :D Below are some pictures were taken after the closed door activity, a day before the actual concert.

Its supposed to be a private meeting, for those who took part in organising the concert. And yep me me me is a part of the group yo! But eh, an unknown person managed to crashed in somehow haha. And whooo hugged him like, tightly hoho.

Contended (:

Anyway, I was telling some doves that since Aska doesn't have the New Year activities, he's gonna be my private tourguide, and bah. I've got a chair thrown at me. Virtually, of course! :D

Hahah but they are sooo cute la, love Aska for bringing them to me. Doves from all over the world <3>

I'm still preparing my luggage. Flying off tomorrow already whoo! Songs and videos from the concert safely downloaded to my computer and iPod yay :D Bye people!

WHOA YAY WHOOO!

2008-12-17T18:46:00.008+08:00

Looking at Genevieve's post, I realised I have not blogged about Aska's concert yet ohmygoshh! At least I can do some bit of publicity, seeing that I'm not be able to go sell tickets at the counters with the rest because I'm having my diploma D: Bah.

Jia you to Andrew, Carina, Eeling, Felicia, June, Michel, Michelle, Nancy, Liza, Serynn and Shufang in selling the tickets!!!!! :D

X'mas with Aska

21 December 2008

8pm to 10pm

The Ark @ Kallang Community Centre

Ticket prices at

$138 VIP (sold out!), $88, $58

Tickets can be bought at

The Ark @ Kallang Community Centre

KBox Orchard Cineleisure Level 8

KBox Plaza

KBox Kallang Leisure Park

KBox Clementi

(or ask me for it at dancethroughout@hotmail.com :D)

There's quite a few articles saying that

there'll be another round of concert due to overwhelming response?

The overwhelming part is true yo!

Hehe, you have no idea how much worth of tickets they are able to sell in one night!

Especially Liza and Shufang! They're so scaryyyy :D!

But the additional concert is not confirmed yet.

Don't get cheated. Lol.

And am going for the VIP seats whoohooo. I am soooo packed with activities on 20th and 21st of December! Ahaha I would be hanging around with Aska on both days almost 24/7 technically speaking so yay yay :D Would update more after those activities are over.

But it's a bit draining to know that my examination for my current module Principles of Marketing & Production Management falls on Monday, the day after the concert, at 10am D: But thankfully, those stuffs are quite similar to my A Levels syllabus so should be okay la. I think, I hope.

I absolutely love my life right now :D

2008-12-11T00:16:00.018+08:00

On Sunday, I totally exhbited all the personality traits of a well obsessed fan girl.

So I went to the Big Splash @ Playground for the car boot sale at ECP alone to meet some people over there. Whoa I am damn proud of myself because I did not get lost, even though I called for help for a couple of times. But well, reached the destination in the end anyway.

There's quite alot of thingos for sale actually, at least more than what I expected. And because I was early for like 30 minutes, I roamed around and bought an Ettusias lipstick, MAC eyeshadow creme and Makeup Store blush only for 40 bucks. A very good deal if you ask me, especially when those are brand new :D

So after my shopping, I went over to meet the people at the stage area and it just so happens that it was around 3pm :D And hehehe surprisingly, it was Elvin and Jessica Tan's timeslot. Okay la, not that surprising because I knew it way before I reached Big Splash already.

And was a bit stunned when Sharon told me that they were already at the side of the stage when I was still stoning under that effing hot weather. Even before I realised what I was doing, I had already snapped a few really good shots (in my opinion la). Well of course I am not going to post like all the pictures because I took like what, 124 pictures of him in an hour? Well yeah.

I wasn't blocked because I was standing at the front :D

And after they got interviewed on the stage, they were brought over to some car where they talked about their donations and such. I was at the side of the crowd so when they walked towards the photo taking booth, he walked right pass me. And thus, this.

Anyway, we have to donate some money to take photos with them but it's okay because it's still for charity? And I don't really know what happened but I found myself in the queue hehe. Did not really wait for a long time because I'm like the fourth?

Bahahaa you know what.
When I changed this picture for my MSN diplay,
Martyn was like, "Is that your boyfriend?" hahahahahahahhahaha.
And Eeling was like, "Never mind, you can take your pick."
Whoa I felt so blessed loh. I love the both of them seriously :D

Anyway, we have to take the picture with both of them and so I cropped Jessica away hehe. But I still got the uncropped version la, if not I feel damn bad. Uhm yeah anyway. This was the first picture taken with my own camera, have a second one but I don't like that because he didn't grin like how he did in this picture :D And I don't like how my bag is at my right side D:

And I did not manage to smell anything this time because I was having a blocked nose lol. And this sentence's for Meiling, I think only she know what am I talking about hehe.

But thanks to Olivia who helped me snapped the two pictures. Both Elvin and Jessica were really nice to take these two shots, seeing that there's quite a long queue behind me. Oh yeah, one assistant was also very nice because she even asked one of the photographer or whoever to step aside so that I can have my personal pictures taken :D

Anyway, I have the one taken by the professional photographer, which was printed in the form of a fiasco 8 days cover. I don't like it because there were simply to many photographers and I don't know which is the camera that is responsible for printing the photograph out la! So in the end, I chose the wrong one and it's as if I was staring at some space like some.. sheep.

After having my photo taken, we swarmed with the other random people to this little cafe or whatever as they had this mini autograph session there? And since I had nothing for them to sign, I just stood there like an idiot with Olivia and Celest, busy taking photos just like everyone else :\

Because I was standing at the side again, so when they left,
Elvin walked passed me for like the second time :D
He was like byebye-ing to me (!!),
but I was super stunned and all I did was, "Eh heh heh heh. Byeeee."
-_-

After the whole Big Splash event, I took some bus to the Tanah Merah MRT to meet Eeling at 6pm. As we walked to Michel's house, we talked about the carboot sale. And she was like "OHHHH! NO WONDER YOU ASKED FOR THE BIG SPLASH ADDRESS AT THE FORUM LIKE SOME CRAZY PERSON!! FOR ELVIN AH!" We went into a mad laughter after that :\

I tried to defend myself that I already had plans to go for the sale before knowing he would be there, and it's only like a bonus? But she refused to listen to my eplanations ):

Waiting for all the food to arrive.

Was forced to change into the shirt :\
Played some games while waiting for the presents exchange, I think.
Forgotten about how the night went.

Snatching the numberings for the presents :D

I was watching all the videos that were taken. The one with this scene was absolutely crazy. We're all like deprived of presents ahaa. And other videos were veryveryvery scary :X

Andrew :D

Was bit forced to take this picture,
which explains my not enthusiastic expression.
But I loovvee my presents.

Aside from this Espirit towels set, I've got a 2-sided compact mirror from Carina. It's soooo pretty! The cover's something like Benefit, something classy vintage :D And a personalised cup from my second boyfriend, Liza haha. She's my darling because she's Yuming lol. It's okay if you don't get what I mean. Hehe :D

I was realllyyyyy realllyyyyy happy and had enjoyed myself on Sunday. It was really great to see almost all the people at a place for a nice and warm gathering, Christmas in this case. I'm definitely very blessed and touched to meet all these people who are all very accepting and crazy and fun to hang around with :D

I've no idea whose idea was it to take a group picture
with all the Aska-s, but quite nice leh! Me like :D

Tagged

2008-12-06T11:43:00.004+08:00

Had a gathering with the Okinawa people few days back. It's been a long time since I've seen them. The last time was in Okinawa itself? Of course I do see them in the school, but everyone were scattered hehe. So yeah, nice to see them all in one place together, with the exception of Meiling. But I see her like almost everyday :D

Planned for the Christmas gathering and drew lots for the present exchange. When I realised I'm supposed to buy for him/her, I was like "Ohhhhhhhh dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee." :\

But anyway to the person who got my name, a $10 Watsons voucher would be enoughhh :D If you want to buy more for me, I'm not stopping you :DD

Anyway, I've got tagged by Roanna, Shengwen and Zhongming.

1. Do you have secrets?
Yup.

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
I won't say it's impossible, but not likely.

3. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
When my interest die down? Uhm yeah (A)

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
A whole list of agenda for me to complete, one by one (Y)

5. What will you be doing tomorrow?
Gatherings <3>

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved, but I'd rather love someone if at least he/she appreciates. I think being loved but not loving back is realllllyyyyyyyyy scary.

7. What do you love doing?
Shop, stone, sleep.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Do nothing.

9. Is there anything that make you extremely happy?
Eh alot la, can't possibly list down all.

10. Do you secretly dislike anyone without them knowing?
Not really? I think it's quite obvious for me if I don't like someone. But if he/she is really dense, then it's really quite -_-

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
28 years old. Damn I feel old now already.

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
A fair few.

13. What is being regarded as the most important thing in your life?
No idea hehe.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
If I must choose, single and rich.

15. What is your favourite colour?
Golddd.

16. If you are attached but you feel as if you like someone else, what would you do?
Do nothing.

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done?
Forgiving depends on how horrible really? But I won't forget for sure; have not, shall not, will not :D

18. What would you want to tell someone you like?
I don't want to say anything -_-

19. What if you caught your bf doing stuffs (only god knows what) with other girls?

Throw a refrigerator at them :D

20. Do you believe that there's "Love At First Sight"?
Not love la, maybe crush loh :D

Organisational Behaviour

2008-12-03T00:34:00.003+08:00

I'm taking Organisational Behaviour for my current diploma module. Not as taxing as the previous Business Law nor the Information Technology. Maybe only because 30% is being covered this year in the MOB for the A Levels.

But the assignment is a bit weird though. It's just rephrasing the 22 pages of the Unit 7 into 800 words? I am not complaining because it's easier for me actually, no need to use much of brain power :DDD

Hohoho.

I am so stupid I can cry.

2008-11-30T17:09:00.008+08:00

So yesterday night, I mistook one tiny bump on the cheek to be a milia seed and I took a pair of fine scissors, those you cut your hair with, use the sharp end to scratch and poke at it. While poking, I realise that it is not a milia seed but another ordinary little bump which will fade/disappear in a couple of days -_-

(And if anyone tried poking, one would realise that the bump doesn't feel like pimple, it can't be squeezed nor popped easily. I used the scissors because people use needles to poke milia seeds but eh, I'm much less afraid of the paper cutter than needles.)

Anyway, after choosing my well beloved weapon, I procceeded to treat the bump like milia for another 5 minutes. So when I decided to stop stabbing (weird but true) the sharp end into my skin as I realised I was much mistaken, it was too late -_- Even though the bump faded, it was replaced with this red, floaty patch of irritation. And bah, I was whining about my easily irritated skin condition at my previous post D:

Applied random creams and gels and whatevers on the spot out of desperation.

Washed my face.
Slapped a thicckkk layer of Jorubi aloe vera gel after that to soothe the irritation.
Applied Cetaphil moisturising lotion next.
I then dabbed The Body Shop Tea Tree Oil on it.
Then Carmex which is said to relieve cold sores and chapped lips, even though irrelevant to the irritation.
Prosacea Rosacea Treatment Gel which helps to reduce redness and bumps. My life saver everytime (Y)
After that was Olay Definity Anti-Spot Treatment Night in case of scary pigmentation.
Finally, I settled with GNC Vitamin E and slept.

And I woke up this morning only to have a scratch greeting me :D Even though I felt the scratch was quite deep (due to the stabbing obviously) and I was certain that it would still leave some sort of pigmentation, but at least no bumpy bumpy irritation whoooooo! I am not sure whether which of the 8 steps worked la, or maybe none worked at all (which means all those were unnecessary) but eh cannot take chances bahahha. So I'm happy, even though I'm stupid.

Oh die. I've 2 diploma modules to complete this December, starting from today ):

Skin skin skin

2008-11-29T15:29:00.008+08:00

This post doesn't really concern anyone. Just another irregular update on my skin so I know how to deal with it later on in the future whooo. But come to think of it, my posts are always about me, like how others' are only about others anyway. Bah.

So I have this really sensitive, oily combination skin. If I used any wrong products (too strong or too rich or too whatever), there would be this dry, red, patchy and shiny (?!??!) irritation on my cheeks going on for a few days. And all this started because of that Clean&Clear facial cleanser? Because my parents couldn't stand how senstive my skin was/is, they decided to throw me at some doctor who specialise in the skin.

Anyway, the clinic's products are not bad I think, it's only the second month of my treatment, or whatever it is called, and the doctor told me I needed four months.

And it cost almost 200 bucks for 2 months worth of products for the second visit which I'm using right now. Cost my mum 100+ for the first visit for the trial products. Was told that it would cost almost $300 for my third visit which would only last for 3 to 4 months.

The point is. I am not spending like 1000 bucks, or rather, I'm not making my parents spend those money if my skin does not improve at the rate I want it to be. There's slight improvement in my skin but not really significant enough to make it worth the price my mum paid for. I'm not unreasonable to expect miracles la but eh, at least something better?

Will switch to Clinique after I finished my current set. The Clinique 3-Step Skincare regime only costs around 100 bucks and I will be given samples too :D

And the cause of this post is, Clean&Clear. Damn.

H8 u 4 lyfe D:

The Walk

2008-11-29T13:50:00.001+08:00

I walk the walk alone no matter whether people know at all.
I walk the walk alone to keep my sanity.
You know that when I walk the walk alone.
I go where no one else can go.

Bah bah black sheep have you any wool

2008-11-27T15:23:00.003+08:00

Barney (lol :D) told me that he thought I'm very cold and unfriendly when he saw me around when he doesn't know me yet. Whyyy. I am super friendly lor. But at least he bought me presents from Hong Kong hehe.

Uhm yeah. I'm hungry. I need food kays byebye.

Bah.

2008-11-23T22:51:00.002+08:00

One fine Sunday afternoon and one assignment made the already-not-fair me tanned like *&%^*&*$. But at least I got paid immediately and I can buy all the makeup from Hello Kitty Collection which I want :D I'm only left a step to my US$120 worth of them yo! Which is, for it to launch. Whoohoo I rock :}

And my Dad rocks too. He say he'll buy one of the makeup from Hello Kitty Kouture for me :DD Maybe the US$28 Dazzleglass? I am not illogical enough to ask the US$90 Sheer Mystery Powder, although I want it too ): (Aiyah I just feel like buying the whole load of HK Collection & Kouture la). But I am still a very very veryyyy happy person right now <3>

Anywayyy. Tomorrow's the last episode of this Channel 8 10pm drama, By My Side ): And I am sad because it will be last day in weeks I can see Elvin Ng on screen. Sigh. And I found out a couple of weeks ago that he's 28 this year. I thought he was only 25 or 26. Damn. Why do almost all the people I like at least 10 years older than moi? Bah.

I LOVE MAC

2008-11-22T16:18:00.006+08:00

Hello Kitty Collection & Kouture

This picture said it all (:

I am getting a lipstick or lipglass at the very least.

Beauty powder and mascara seems pretty good.

Oh and the eye palettes.

If I'm getting any, it'll be the Lucky Tom quad.

And let's just assume I'm going to buy what I've mentioned.

I need to save US$120 by next year.

At the rate I'm spending, it's impossible.

So maybe I can just exclude the Lucky Tom.

(But it reminds me of Tom (Felton) D:)

And I guess I do not need the beauty powder.

Cannot stand pink tones on my cheeks.

Whoa only US$40!

YAYYYYYY!!

Can even buy right now whoohoooo!

<3>

Activites :D

2008-11-19T11:14:00.014+08:00

Life has been treating me well lately. Doing things that I love doing because exams are over (Y) Even though my diploma starts again in 1st December (2 modules to complete D:), I'm still a happy person :D

High School Musical 3

Watched it with Meiling, Irene and Calvin :D Oh oh oh, Calvin's heading to Australia for holiday and he promised to bring a koala back! I'm gonna name it "Panda" hehe :D Anyway, HSM3 HSM3 HSM3 is such a fun movie.

Very glam and fab. In terms of cinematography, it is so much better than a lot of other teen flicks. And unfortunately for the uncle sitting beside me, he has to bear with all the noise Meiling and I made. Like during the start, Troy's head popped out and the two of us screamed not very loudly :D

The only downside for me is that the movie focused too much on Troy & Gabriella ): I want more Sharpay & Ryan. And Jimmie is quite cute, the one who made Sharpay sang the 'Even when we're miles and miles and miles aparttttt', even though he is bit crazy. And hmm Tiara is not bad too, and the actress is only like what, 14 this year? I like the way she sang A Night To Remember because of her accent. Donny is adorableee too. Hehe.

And if HSM4 is going to happen, I would still watch it because Jimmie is really quite cute.

Yuming & Mayjan

Like I've said, Mayjan is so prettaye and Yuming is so skinny :D And I saw Jesrene there! It's been like really long since I've met her, half a year at least?

Anyway I hated the priority queue. Remembered that time when Aska came, Starhub was part of the organiser or whatever and they allowed their customers to stand in front. So Singtel was the organiser/sponsor/whatever this time round and instead they let us queue infront, the priority queue was occupied by their official fanclub -_-

Of course I took better pictures of the stage but this crew looks exactly like Andrew in 10 years time. And everybody who knows him agree with me :D

So the next day was the live band session at Lunar. They sang almost all the songs in the album and two other songs and I really have no idea what to type already la.

Kose Private Sales

I really wanted to get the eye shadow palette but I did not ): It costs like almost $50 and since I just bought two MAC pigments (and I got them alreadyyyy :D), decided not to get it in the end. At least I lugged back 3 (very cheap) products. Whitist gel to liquid foundation, Visee lippy and Visee eyeliner. And since they are really cheap, I spent like $25 only, the quality isn't very good in my opinion. Aiyah still better than nothing and since we made the trip all the way to GWC (and got lost for a bit), I have to buy something. Even if it's something I don't like at all and am not gonna use that ever again.

But now right, I felt like I could just grab another lippy, a foundation refill and the point makeup remover at the very least. Super indecisive and made Lingxuan waited for Michelle and I.

"Trust me, Dora and Mich really fought in the battle, grabbing whatever stuff they like." :D But like what Michelle said, only to return almost all of them.

I feel like taking a picture of the makeups I bought in October and November :D Makes me happy seeing them.

HEHEHE SUPER EXCITED

2008-11-14T23:06:00.002+08:00

Came back from Y2J's autograph session. Oh gosh Mayjan super prettayeee and Yuming look so skinny in person! Not skinny skinny la, but definitely thinner than the competition days :D Snapshots will be uploaded after tomorrow's live band concert thingo whooo :DD

Lingxuan & Michelle! We (if at least one of you is going) meet on 18th okay okay? The earlier the better! I'm so hyperrr ahahah of the cheap cheap goodies! Abit unglamorous to chiong for discounted stuff hehe.

Y2J THIS FRIDAY!

2008-11-13T15:31:00.003+08:00

I am not happy that Draco and Dumbledore's little conversation is going to be abridged. This is terrible. I find it quite diluted in the first place already and omygoshhh how am I suppose to survive the Half-Blood Prince? ):

I am also not happy that my 2 jars of MAC pigments in Old Gold and Tan is taking forever to arrive and I have to wait for at least 2 weeks?! *Starts throwing (bah)s around*

Y2J (Mayjan's) :D

Really pretty ahhhh! Even though I am quite disappointed in the lighting and all ): It made her look so.. pallid-ish?

But still better than some shit-ass company (hints*) who doesn't even care for their artiste (coughs*) tsk. I can throw many many (bah)s at them only to have the sheeps bounce back because of their feeble excuses lor. I can even write a 2000 words essay to express my hatred right now pfft.

A SALES GOING ONNNNN!

2008-11-13T10:47:00.004+08:00

To my dearest Lingxuan & Ruiqi (if you ever see this -_-)

SHALL WE SHOPPP FOR THIS?

70% AHHH!

Go with me leh please :DD

Bam shakala

2008-11-08T12:19:00.002+08:00

I've no idea how to start on my I&R ):
I've no idea how to start on my I&R ):
I've no idea how to start on my I&R ):
I've no idea how to start on my I&R ):
I've no idea how to start on my I&R ):

OP ENDED YAY ME!

2008-11-07T21:14:00.010+08:00

I am sososo relieved now that my OP has finally ended (: The fact that PW is pretty much over has sinked in like an hour ago :D Was super stressed during lunch and everything but now it's overrrrr !! And seriously, Aska helped me calmed down. Alot.

Raihanie and Raphael were saying that everyone did better during our actual one than all of our dry runs so yay (Y) Eh but the answering question part was a bit sucky for me ):

What are the rules and regulations of your plan?

Totally stunned. The person has to repeat the question again upon seeing my blank expression even without asking him to do so. And I think my answer went tangent and off the curve la. I was saying about how certain types of videos with positive messages (like the government's yellow ribbon project) are recommended to be uploaded online, while others (like pornographic materials) shouldn't be. Throw in a bit of elaboration like why and that's my answer.

But the problem is that I don't know who started the yellow ribbon project la! Wanted to say the jails and prisons but they just don't sound pretty enough so I subsituted it with the 'government'.
And even if I know who started the yellow ribbon thingo right, my answer is like out of point. Who cares about the government when it is OUR project! As in, our pilot plan only consists of the MI students ): I'm doomed la how D: I know it's over and I shouldn't think about it but arghhhh. It's not easy to stop pondering over it just because I know I shouldn't!

Oh yah, I think I presented abit on the "we would like to promote this to the other organisations." I hope they remember I did actually touch on it! Pleasepleaseplease.

But anyway, I really have to thank Mr Wong :D I remembered how he edited almost every single sentence of our WR just the day before the submisssion date so that we will not exceed the word limit crazily (even though he's got his children to pick up from school), how he sat in for our final dry run the day before OP itself (which means yesterday in the evening) and presented our presentation to show us how we can improve. Bit scared and worried to know that he's like soooo much better than any of us. But he's the teacher and teachers are supposed to be good (Y)

Ripped this from CY's blog and he looked really happyyy
with the board our class did :D
I don't know what happened to my hair (but I never do anyway)
and hohoho dark eye circleszx D:

Post Edit.

Whoooo. I checked and "Yellow Ribbon Project is spearheaded by the Community Action for the Rehabilitation of Ex-Offenders (CARE) Network. It was officially launched in October, 2004, by President S R Nathan." And then there's a series of government links. Hehehe. Lucky me :D

I'm ruined D:

2008-11-04T18:51:00.004+08:00

I can cry doing my A Level H1 Math. The pure mathematics questions don't seem to be in syllabus (at least for me -_-) and statistics questions were bad. But they've never been nice to me so yeah, kinda numbed to them already. But pure math! Shit much.

And we've to prepare for our OP tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow and the day after the day after tomorrow. I think we're lucky to be the last group to present, somehow. More time to brush up on our slides.

Meeting B later for dinner :D And I'm really hungry now seeing that I've only had one third of some sandwhich today. I swear he's got stalker -_-

Feeling numbed

2008-11-01T16:40:00.008+08:00

I felt so much more motivated for my A Level H1 Math paper this Tuesday while I was doing past year questions. I've wasted so much time on various JC papers D: Few of them were alright, but papers from schools like Hwa Chong (what was I even thinking to actually attempt them geez) nearly killed me. So now, I'm solely surviving on the little green book.

I know it won't get me an A, but I've never gotten any of it since Statistics became part of my syllabus. So yeah, I'm hoping for an E (which is incredible for me if I really do pass that subject). And at least, completing those past years questions give me some sense of achievement.

3 more days till my self-proclaimed death day and I'm still here, making a wish list for Christmas 2008.

International teaser trailer for Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince

Glimpse of Draco at 1:03 and a full view at 1:09 :DD
A more mature version of Draco is portrayed as compared to the previous films.But well, still hot.

Muffins

2008-10-31T23:42:00.005+08:00

Thanks B for getting the muffins for moi.
Well now you know why I hate queuing up for them.
But haha thanks to you, I'm munching one of those right now :D
Yay yay you rock (Y)

Love yah! <3>

A Level Chinese

2008-10-30T17:40:00.005+08:00

Not much interesting things happened lately. I had my A Level Chinese just now and all I can say is that it is so much more difficult than the promos and the last few years of A Levels Chinese D: Why are we so unlucky. Except for the first passage, the rest were pretty much guesswork DD:

Oh well, I did smack Marcus butt accidentally on Wednesday (A) It was during morning assembly and we were in the hall. He walked pass me and played with my hair. I aimed for his back actually but he walked a little bit too fast. So yeah, his butt. It's not the butt butt but more like the lower back actually. Uhm yeah.

And I got locked in the toilet. How fun it is.

2 days to A Levels D:

2008-10-28T21:52:00.005+08:00

Hello people. Tomorrow, being the last day of school means that Thursday's the start of A Levels exams. Chinese is still okay, I hope to get at least a C (pleasepleaseplease!), following Tuesday would be my H1 Math and on the 7th is my OP. Last group of the cohort means that we still have a little more than the rest to brush up on our presentation :D

Bit stressed now, seeing my Math is so shitty that I spent 4 hours on less than 3 questions. Ohmygosh this cannot continue, I must pass! And I need motivation please. But at least, it's still a nice and pretty day for me. My wish is finally granted :D But I hope for more? Haha but who doesn't anyway :D

WR completed :D

2008-10-24T16:52:00.009+08:00

We rushed WR like mad yesterday (okay not exactly, seeing that I've got unglamorous pictures of me lying like a dead fish on the sofa from Raihanie's blog haha), because the deadline was 10am just now D: Went to Raihanie's house till 10pm to edit it. Wanted to change my contact lenses but even before I leave her place, the shop closed for the day already D:

And today morning was crazy too because we cannot find the CD sleeve for our uhm, CD. Chionged here and there for a rather insignificant piece of random item in our daily lives. Looked for every teachers we can think of at that moment, and ran to the bookshop for it =\ Lucky we went to Miss Yap. She said it very simply that even though she doesn't have, the technician must have had it :D We rushed out to nowhere because we don't know where he'll be. So after that, we ran all the way back to Miss Yap because we don't have his number. It turns out that she didn't have her phone with her at that time (-.-)! All those runnings are shit.

Luckylucky that we saw Mr Andrew and he called him for us! :D But a bit embarrassing to approach the technician because Meiling and I have been bugging him ever since our WR started hehe :D And kinda stupid for us because we did not think of him. But at least he has tons of them!

Everything just for that CD sleeve, which wouldn't add much credit to our WR actually.

Even though today was a very random day at school with only Chinese, I've got nice surprises like leaving at 10+am instead of 1245! And finally half of my wish is granted. Hehe. I hope for a better day tomorrow!

Anyway, add oil to everyone taking PW, Gloriaaa especially! That KKK is seriously flagitious, sucks to be him! Heh :DD

The only one who took you in, the only one who held your hand.

2008-10-21T21:48:00.011+08:00

After knowing you for two to three years, I realised that maybe, I've never had you as a friend in the first place. You have always been so important to me and I treasure you alot, but I bet you have fucking no idea how so. I remembered how I stayed by your side when things happened, hearing your side of story, and how I believed in you. And now, everything made me realised how wrong was I. But that's just you isn't it, finish hurting one and then you'll proceed to another. When will you stop your games actually.

I may be stupid but you suck. And I pray that you won't be knocked down by a car because of your bad karma. And what's worse is that till now, I still care about you. Freaking loads that it's killing me.

Forgetting me

You took things in your hands and left me out

After we'd been through so much

How could you let me down

I'm not alone, even when we're apart I feel you.

2008-10-18T13:04:00.009+08:00

Is next week the last week for school already (not counting the H1 exams)? So soon? I keep tuning to Ashley Tisdale's We'll Be Together lately.

Some things are meant to be and will be there

When the time is right

Even though I know that

I swear I wish you were tonight

They say time heals, maybe I'll just wait and see.
But somehow, I don't want this to happen.
Loads of misses, love, and take care.
You have too (:
xoxo <3>

):

2008-10-15T18:54:00.005+08:00

Damn worried.
Damn worried.
Damn worried.
Damn worried.
Damn worried.

Not about my results though. Somehow promoted. Even though my Accounts overall got pulled down by my midyears which resulted in 2 more marks to pass it. Argh. But at least cleared the rest of my subjects.

Okay byebye.

Passed Accounts (A)

2008-10-12T14:23:00.008+08:00

I FINALLY PASSED MY ACCOUNTS FOR THE FIRST TIME!
I FINALLY PASSED MY ACCOUNTS FOR THE FIRST TIME!
I FINALLY PASSED MY ACCOUNTS FOR THE FIRST TIME!
I FINALLY PASSED MY ACCOUNTS FOR THE FIRST TIME!
I FINALLY PASSED MY ACCOUNTS FOR THE FIRST TIME!

1A 1B 3E 1S. At least not tooooo bad :D Only failed one H1 aha. During mid-year, I still remember how my GP Paper 1 sucked so badly but Paper 2 rocked. And now, Paper 2 was crap but I think I did pretty well for Paper 1. I think that is only because I wrote about Aska and the marker gave my alot of ticks for the 2 paragraphs which is dedicated to him whoohoo yay.
Anyway, pleasepleaseplease let me score well for both papers, and not only 1 can? But I think it's still better than doing badly for both D:

Ahh. Have to go chiong my WR now. Byebye.

Why am I so unlucky.

2008-10-09T19:05:00.008+08:00

I was so unlucky yesterday that I can cry.

So in the morning the strap of my Nike bag snapped and I don't know how to fix it, no time anyways. I lost the right side of my contact lenses too (it wasn't in the container!!) and they happen to be the last pair so I had to wear my spectacles to school. As if that wasn't enough, I thought I would be able to make a quiet entry, stand at a corner hoping that nobody would ever notice. But at the stands and during assemly at the field where I was standing at the usual corner of the class, got bombed with the questions about my spectacles and bag, so much for my quiet entry.

Was on the was back to the home room after assembly. Bought food from cafe with Meiling. Got caught by some stalker teacher (ML managed to escape somehow haha) D: Made me and some other people (who sneaked food as well) to go back to the cafe or canteen to eat it. Reached class finally and my Home Tutor was speaking to the class and the moment he saw me, he was like, "WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU?", refering to my spectacles T.T

It was all okay until the teacher came crashing in like 10 minutes later and announced to the whole class, "I smell food." I'm not in trouble because there's another classmate who brought in food too and he was the one whom she talked to.

And I thought nothing worse can happen for that day but I was proven wrong again. The class's most unglamorous photos were all exposed during HT when a group was supposed to be doing the pilot test thing! D: But it was all funny and truely a LOL moment. Maybe I would enjoy it more if I wasn't hiding under the table due to embarrassment.

During PW break, we strolled around the school. Teachers were in the LR1 discussing about who should be advanced or retained. Tried to catch some details but failed. Walked away for a couple of steps and Mr XXX was right behind me. So maybe I was lucky for a tiny bit that he came after I walked away? Not like the day before when I was trying to pluck out some branches from a pot of plant beside the HOD room exit and Mr Singh had to walk out of the room at that exact moment. Super embarassed la -_-

Just when I thought I can have a peaceful ride on the way home, Roanna bumped into her father and his friends. And I was standing beside her with a major sense of awkwardness. In my spectacles.

We'll be getting our results tomorrow D: