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Saturday, January 27, 2007
O.O 



You know you hurt me with the words you told me?
Although its just a phrase,
or rather - a question, but can't you see my answer is a NO?
I know that its really silly of me to think that way,
but how can I help it?

Maybe I shouldn't fall too deeply in the first place.
But now it seems that I can't do anything to it.
And I might say its all your fault.
I thought it would be perfect.
But I realised it isn't.

Ever since November,
all I can dream was about those stuffs we shared.
Till now, I still.

But those words created a barrier.
And I hope you know it.
You might say I think too much
and those words doesn't mean anything.
But it still hurt me.

Now's the time to let go of everything that had happened.
But hey,
I'm still a happy ferret (think Draco, darling).
And I've got Shaowei and Tom to love (: but you don't.


Zac attacked @ 11:44 PM






When there was me and you. 



It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
'Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star that's coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings
With the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled you made me feel
Like I could sing along.
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
And once upon a song

Now I know you're not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings
With the truth
Because I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe
That I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
while I was falling
And I didn't mind

Because I liked the view
I thought you felt it too
When there was me and you


Zac attacked @ 11:17 PM





Friday, January 26, 2007
Camwhored. 



I'm really bored right now and Shujuan hasn't sent me the pictures that we camwhored yesterday and today. And Lingxuan! Your primary school mate, Liling (is that what you spell her name?) is my classmate now, in 07B1 at Millennia! So we talked about you and stuff. Nothing much, just mainly about panda. Whooooo.

:D

Uh-huh, and so now, while I'm camping infront of the computer,waiting for my dearest Shujuan to come online, I finally started on my new layout! Although its around 80% done, I'm not putting it up yet, because I feel that its so dreadful (way worse than this current one) that I might do some editing again. I'm never contended with my own skins. But whenever I see Katie's (or Hoi-yeh, if you like how cute it sounds) work and those skins at Blogskins, I'll go WHOA! And Katie, I'll miss you when you fly to Australia for your studies :(


Zac attacked @ 5:59 PM





Tuesday, January 23, 2007
Squeezing. 



Singapore's really tiny. Let's see, Jeffery is Singhui's secondary schoolmate while Singhui's my primary school best friend and Karyee's friend (whom I heard from Jeffery) is Jeffery and Singhui's schoolmate. And he knows people like Peichuan, Shanshan and Jazli.

O.O Whoa. So complicated.

I'm looking forward for tomorrow! Gonna crash Jingyi's house and watch DVD together with Camilia, Sihua, Shujuan and maybe Wendy. And I really hope Lanna can come too :)

Nothing interesting happened today except for Justina confessed that she like angmohs. Oh, and I realised that I like oreo in my bubble tea too!

-_-


Zac attacked @ 7:28 PM





Sunday, January 21, 2007
Converting. 



I can't believe it but my Video Converter doesn't let me convert my SI videos. It just stops at 53% and won't budge one bit no matter how hard I hit my mouse.

Anybody knows why's that so? It has became such an irritating chore to me. Urgh.


Zac attacked @ 9:30 PM






Stick to the status quo! 



I gave up about my Economics homework already. Found an article about IPods, and I'll wait for my Dad to to help me with it. Tomorrow's cool, well, sort of. Because school starts on 0915 :D But it ends at 0630. And we've PE. That's shit.

Oh, I said to make another layout this weekend. And obviously, I didn't. But I did find a number of gorgeous pictures despite the amount of homework that has piled up!

I promised myself to buy Ashley Tisdale's and Kelly Clarkson's new albums. All the songs I've heard are so nice! And I'm glad that Ashley didn't sing in her oh-so-Sharpay voice like how she did in HSM.

Speaking of the albums, I finally found Irene's AQMFS OST. *Aww, Shaowei's so cute :D*. Let me digress a little. I forgot who told me about it but he/she said that I shouldn't even support Shaowei after all. Because he's like 14 years older than me. Well, 13, he's a December baby while I'm born on January. Its like what the BBQ.

Anyway, the OST was lying under the innocent pile of junks which situated at the corner of my room near my table. Yes, that pile which many of you might have seen it already, the one which I took a picture of it using my handphone. But on a happier note, the pile's cleared up already. My mom just couldn't stand it and cleared for me. Whooooo.


HSM - Stick To The Status Quo



If I've to pick ONE to be my favourite, this would be it. Because its really fun, crazy and drama! I know, like me. But so what, this is the best and its really cool! And do you guys know that Ashley and Lucas are the main vocals of the song? Not only the part where they're singing from the balcony thing, but with the chorus and everything! Yea, them and some others.

People have been saying that, I might as well just give up. Or maybe, we shouldn't even start all of these stuffs after all.


Zac attacked @ 7:51 PM





Saturday, January 20, 2007
Macquarie. 



I have a terrible time doing my Economics homework now. Yes, I'm having trouble with them since yesterday?

I should never let my parents know about the Parents' Meeting. Now they're thinking about the Macquarie thing. I feel that they're taking things a little bit too seriously and I hope that they'll forget it by the time I graduate from Millennia or some polytechnic, which is like, in three years time.


HSM (Ashley Tisdale & Lucas Grabeel) - Bop To The Top



Seriously, why don't people like Ryan and Sharpay? They're cute, maybe a little bit crazy, but still cute!


Zac attacked @ 9:13 PM





Friday, January 19, 2007
New layout, I hope. 



I want a new layout for my blog. Something wild, something vibrant. I'd do it tomorrow, or Sunday. My parents are going to my school tomorrow for some parents' meeting. Lanna and Jingyi and maybe the rest would be there, but I'm not. Its a parents' talk right, so I'm trying to avoid it.

Anyway, school's really cool, for now anyway. I was actually doing my Economics homework while sending and receiving songs from other people! Whoawhoawhoa. Its like start of something new, and yup! One of the songs from HSM!

I've been so hyper in school lately. The discussions about HSM made everyone (everyone being me, and Jingyi -_-) go crazy! And thanks to Shujuan who got this really cool MP3 which has this tiny speaker attached to it. Attached, being part of it. But there's even lesser people who like Harry Potter, like what the BBQ. Couldn't believe it but at least I've got to keep my spirits up and not dread for school.

I was at Ngee Ann Polytechnic's open house with Liyun, Justina and Julia just now. It was cool but all those things we brought back from there were so heavy! But still, it was fun :) and I realised that their Japanese food is alot cheaper compared to Millennia's.

:D

So, I might see Tailong tomorrow. See, as in "OH! You're Tailong? Ahhhh, HULLOOOOO!!!! *flash a V sign*" kind of see.

I'm mad. I'm mad. I'm mad.

And I promised myself not to tell some people (and its always the same people) anything about my plans. Because whenever I does that, those things which are suppose to happen, would not happen! Be it being cancelled or something, just POOF! No more. Urgh.


Zac attacked @ 11:40 PM





Thursday, January 18, 2007
Zac's straight. 



Hey people, and no. Zac's not gay and he's 100% straight, thank you very much. I like him I like him I like him! He doesn't look gay okay! Although his mushroom cut in HSM was a disaster and lucky that he ditched it already.

My class seems to think that I'm exceptionally weird because I laugh too much. But hey, its not my fault when most of the people there are still acting shy and nice and everything right? And I get hyper so easily when the subjects of HSM and SP being brought up, which they did, everyday.

At least people in my group are being hyper too.

I've decided to put up some videos of HSM over the next few days, trying to influence people to like it. Urgh, I'm like so desperate. So yeah, I liked this song the moment I watched it the first time on the DVD, not that I don't like the other songs, okay? I love them, but this is the first song in HSM that I like. So maybe its a little bit funny, but its still great, please.



HSM (Ashley Tisdale & Lucas Grabeel) - What I've Been Looking For




Go Wildcats!

And also, Ryan and Sharpay are siblings. Damn theose people (like David ahem), who thought they're a couple. And went on rattling about incest. Pffft.


Zac attacked @ 4:55 PM





Wednesday, January 17, 2007
Timetable. 



I've got the worst timetable which any human being can have. So Monday ends at 1830, and it sucks. And I take around one hour to reach home from school. And Tuesday ends like what, 1715?

I'm broke. So let's see, Sally Hansen Lip Inflation and Neutrogena Lip Care. With my cash card top up-ed. I've got no money left! And its damn irritating when my school has this no cash policy thing. We have to use cashcard to buy food.

-_-

Uh oh, got to go. Martyn's telling me about Zac Efron being gay.


Living in my own world,
Didn't understand,
That anything can happen,
When you take a chance.

I never believed in,
What I couldn't see,
I never opened my heart,
to all the posibilities.




Zac attacked @ 5:38 PM





Saturday, January 13, 2007
Vaseline and Boost. 



I bought my Vaseline Lip Therapy, like finally. I've been wanting it for like a couple of months so yay-ness! I don't know why but I just keep applying it on my lips for like every 10 or 15 minutes? If this keep going on, I'll just die from petrolatum poisoning.

Also, I heard that Sally Hansen Lip Inflation is really good. It doesn't exactly make your lips swell like BAM! (Which I thought it would -_-) But only super glossy and a little pouty.

Second good news of the day. I read that Boost is finally in Singapore! And I'm not talking about the Cadbury chocolate. Its the juice bar from Australia and now they have it here. And I'm gonna drag Lingxuan to Vivocity.

:D

I edited my featured friends (again!) at my Friendster so now it became really pretty! At least now I can see my friends on my profile. Not some random strangers pffft. I counted and realised there's only 50 of them exactly whom I've seen in real life. Yeah, seen. So out of the 50, I think there's at least 20% whom I've never talked too before.

Awww, so sad.



(And yes, that TomF. on my profile)
:DDDDD



Zac attacked @ 6:11 PM





Friday, January 12, 2007
Sweet seventeen! 



So far, my school life had been so unfillling. Like today ..
  • We have to reach by 8am. It was raining and everything so I reached my class at 8.20am.
  • Took attendance.
  • Went for Management at 0845. Ended at 0930.
  • Break till 1015 and changed into PE attire.
  • PE started at 1015 and did some funny exercise.
  • They let us off 10 minutes earlier.
  • Break again. Devi and I went to the library.
  • Had HTP at 1145.
  • Shirley, Shujuan and Yansoon didn't come to school so it was only Roy and I, the pathetic two who bothered to come to school, did the introductry thing. Those 3 midgets, urghh.
  • People sang Happy Birthday song for me after Roy told the class my birthday. I was so embarrased.
  • School ended at 1230.
  • Devi forgot about her file. She had to walk all the way back.

Not forgetting to mention, PE was such a disaster just now. I felt like my legs would never be the same anymore.

:(

But on a happier note, I received a better pile of presents this year, even though that includes a 50 cents from Liyun and a green tea from Justina. But at least I had those to help me survive throughout the day, so thank you.

And thank you people!
I'm finally seventeen!

Tailong, Jessie, Lingxuan, Paul, Beattie, Belinda, Ruiqi, Justina, Rachael, Jerry, Catherine, Melvinder, Jiexian, Daniel, Singhui, Devi, Martyn, Jiaern and Felicia.

And Martyn, I'm still waiting for the Tom Felton and rocks to arrive :D



Zac attacked @ 5:38 PM





Tuesday, January 9, 2007
Damn those people. 



Its only the second day of lessons when Devi and I went to the wrong class and sat there for like 20 minutes until we realised that we weren't suppose to be there. So my course combination has Management, Accounting and Economics and I actually chose Mathematics for my contrasting subject. Not exactly an interesting combination, if you ask me.

I realised today that I've zero tolerance for some people. Like I've no problem with people gossiping, I mean, I do sometimes. Who doesn't? But its so annoying to see that people you don't like very much bitching about people you like very much.

So maybe tomorrow I'll bring chopper to school, or some sort of a weapon.

Speaking of Millennia Institute, people like Jerry, Jiaern and Martyn told me that its a pretty school. And I went there and I was like sooooo disappointed? The building's white and deep blue. Can't they paint it with red and gold instead? And a little black would be nice too. I'm like seeing blue everywhere! The table and chairs are blue, the uniform's blue, even the railing thing's blue.

Eurgh. I'm influencing people around me to adore HSM. Its not fun when I'm in that alone. But anyway, its not the first time that my taste is different from the others.

Anyway, when's our GCE O's results gonna be out? Assyikin said that its after Chinese New Year. But Justina, David and Irene told me its before CNY. And if its before the holiday, I think I'd rather stay at home, hiding from my relatives who will definitely ask about my results.


Zac attacked @ 4:04 PM





Monday, January 1, 2007
Whoa. First post. And HAPPY NEW YEAR! 



HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIEXIAN O.O!



Tailong (cool name, huh?) wished me a Happy Birthday already, and I'm really happy! I know my birthday doesn't come in like what, 10 days? But still, thank you!



I've High School Musical DVD as one of my Christmas presents, and I must say it rocks. Maybe I don't like it how its too predictable but I told myself that it is, afterall, a children's movie which premiered at Disney channel. What can I expect? And to think that I told someone (whom I forgotten) that the soundtrack's really bad because the lyrics are written in a little too directly for me was just plain stupid. But again, its a children's movie's soundtrack. So I've to eat/gulp/drink my words (is that how you use it?) now.


(Side note, I miss Mrs Lee. My English's really trashy now, not that it was anything good to begin with.)


Oh right, back to the topic, High School Musical. I've downloaded like 8 tracks when there's only 11 tracks in the soundtrack. Just ignore the lyrics, and the tune's really catchy.

:D


And Zac Efron is cute, although I don't quite actually agree with his hairstyle in High School Musical. And thanks merlin that, he is NOT engaged.



And that's Ashley Tisdale! I love her too whooooo!


Zac attacked @ 3:23 PM




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