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Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Melt down can you feel the beat 



Today's the best PE lesson I had. We didn't do those vigorous exercises at all but played games :D Though I've made a fool of myself somehow. And Aliff had to shout "Oi you practising for your shuttle run ah!" -_- He's mean.

Like, what should I do if there's this stretch of random people guarding infront of you and not allowing you to pass by them? Tsk tsk. But it was all fun, except that part :D

I'm now working (very hard) on this Harry Potter Economics project. When I look at the first slide, I still can't help but to give a pat on my shoulder. I'm so proud of it actually.

(Right now, there's this creepy and weird boy I'm chatting on the MSN. He's desperate, let me tell you that. I never get to learn how a guy's mind work. I think I needed that book Ron gave to Harry, but for boys. Damn them, actually.)


Zac attacked @ 7:07 PM





Monday, July 30, 2007
With love 



I SHOULD BE CELEBRATING RIGHT NOW :D


Zac attacked @ 4:30 PM





Sunday, July 29, 2007
Make a wish and tell me your deepest thoughts 



Sometimes, I amaze myself really. Like how I'm able to handle things or how I'm able to walk away from the pile of mess I created and even pull myself back to earth is amazing somehow. So like after 5 months after the start of JAE period, I finally found my motivation to go to school.

I still miss my cliquey. They're different. Looking forward to the Hairspray-ing, people! :D Especially now that I'm thrown into my class filled with weirdos -_- Some are damn bloody proud and can't even smile for merlin's sake D: Tsk.

Sara's mean, as always. He wanted to make me walk all the way from the MRT to school but yay me. The buses came. Not one, but three. Today must be my lucky day because Mr Andrew didn't come. And a whole chunk of us wanted to leave school early but stopped by the security guard because they school's policy is that they earliest time to leave school is 1.25pm except Friday :\ So we waited for like 40 minutes and slacked.

I am super glad with myself about how I pasted a wallpaper picture of OOTP on the first slide of our Economics project. And all I did to the presentation was that. I'm cool yes, I know (Y)

Damn. After reading Hoi-yeh's blog, I wanna eat pork ramen and buy that Chloe Paddington now 8D


Zac attacked @ 5:25 PM





Friday, July 27, 2007
Guess I gotta live my life from day to day, hoping maybe you'll come back. And though I tell myself not to be afraid, to move on but it seems I can't. 



Today went pass fairly quickly. The hall and library's so much colder than I thought. And Abu told me he's got a candid shot of me doing something really silly. Ahh. Gonna grab from him and destroy the picture as soon as possible -_- Anyway, he's the cutest class chairperson ever.

Sara was late today! Hohoho. Lunch with Lanna today too! Whoohoooo. And we talked quite alot about the HK trip :DDDDD


Paula DeAndra's Walk Away




Me, "Walk Away by Paula. I like it!"
Lanna, "Remember you what remember me right?"
Right.

-_-


Zac attacked @ 6:05 PM





Thursday, July 26, 2007
I know what I want and its not in this town 



I passed my shuttle run re-retest finally with an 11.7 seconds just now yay :D I've been getting timings like 12.6 seconds previously. So now, it seems to me that the more I have given up hope, the better I'll do. Or maybe its because of the different floorings, or shoes, or even that two pieces of wooden thingy. Oh whatever.

My results for my Diploma's Business Statistics arrived in mail yesterday. I've gotten a B! Meiling too! Yay us! 1 module down, 4 more to go (and pass) till I get my Diploma whooohooo! And yes, I realised that its so much easier to use that to enroll in some university now. Because its so difficult for me to even get a E for my Accounting, which means, I don't have a chance in the local universities even if I get A for my other H2 (again, not quite possible).

If that happens (which I hope it won't), but IF it does, I'll just fly over to UK and meet Racahaellllllll :D And I'll get to meet Tom at the premieres or even bump into him on the streets! Or maybe I'll go take up the MDIS Degree course. But somehow, the idea of flying over to Bradford excites me more.

WHOAHAHAHAAAA :D

Somehow, I think Mr Raj thinks that I'm spoilt too, now that he knows my father, and from the way he speaks. If that's true, great then, I'll have two teachers who think that I'm some kind of pampered brat sheesh D: But, I think it'll increase my chances of going to Hong Kong trip at the end of the year somehow, since he's the teacher in charge.

Yeah, right.

Wish me the best of luck for the SAF seminar thing tomorrow which Mr Andrew signed up for me without telling me what I'm actually supposed to do there, making me think that its some kind boring talk. But now, apparently its not. And I hate myself now.

Arghhhh.


Zac attacked @ 7:36 PM





Monday, July 23, 2007
Spoilers much? 



HAPPY BELATED 17, RUIQI!


I've gotten my pre-oredered Harry Potter book on Saturday and I've finished it on Sunday :D I never realised I could read so fast. I remembered I took like 2 weeks to finish HBP and they're both of the exact same thickness, 607 pages each. And guess what?

DRACO DIDN'T DIE :D
DRACO DIDN'T DIE :D
DRACO DIDN'T DIE :D
DRACO DIDN'T DIE :D
DRACO DIDN'T DIE :D
DRACO DIDN'T DIE :D
DRACO DIDN'T DIE :D
DRACO DIDN'T DIE :D
DRACO DIDN'T DIE :D
DRACO DIDN'T DIE :D

I had a good time in school screaming that to everyone I know just now. So it was cool yay.

But a hell load of people and creatures died DDDDD: There's at least 10 of them (and I'm not talking about those nameless witches or wizards) and most of them aren't really death eaters anyway. Dobby and Collin, I always loved them. Though they were weird and freakish, but they're always so nice and loyal and cuddly-ish.

I HEART DOBBY & COLLIN! :(

George's a saint. Holy, holey, whatever.
Snape's the love, and his Snape-shaped hole.
Kreacher and Regalus was cute too.
Cho appeared! SHE APPEARED.
Luna, Neville and all the others too.
Crabbe died, but who cares?
DRACO DIDN'T DIE :D Oh yeah. I've said that.

I've gotta go my own way.



Zac attacked @ 5:19 PM





Friday, July 20, 2007
HUMUHUMUNUKUNUKUAPUA'A 



Parent's Meeting was alright.
  • Except that Mr Thiang said that I'm easily distracted at IRP O.O He said something like I was fine on my own, but when people talk to me, I'd entertain them. It really means that I'm helpful, see? I can't help it if being nice is in my blood.
  • Mr Andrew feels that I'm pampered -_- I wonder why did he feel that way. Maybe its because I stick my head in between my parents to take a good look at the results slip. I've got to STOP giving people these impressions that I'm spoilt or whatever. Geez.
  • Mr Andrew was telling my parents about my punctuality problem. Sigh. Its really hard for me to wake up on time.

Went to Westmall with Meiling after that, leaving my parents to deal with my Mrs Wan (AND I LOVE HER. I GOT 27.25% on my script but she pulled it up to a 37.8% with my participation and those categories) and Mr Raj (he's good too. Managed to scrap a 45.6% from my 40%). I don't particularly like seeing teachers of those subjects which I failed before. So yeah. I failed my Accounting only, so it was pretty good?

And tsk. We're supposed to guard some booth. But we saw Zhongming on the way to Mac near our school and he was like, "Oh. You all no need to guard the booth already because there's a change of plans and it was cancelled."

THANKS FOR TELLING US THAT. Therefore, we walked all the way to Westmall and I nearly died from exhaustion. I got this super cute powdery film thingy and Meiling's on a shopping spree. She bought numerous sort of things, from some anime fan to shorts to pimple squeezer (!!!) to I don't know, black socks which can be pulled to her thigh?

OMG. I LOVE THAT WOMAN.



Zac attacked @ 7:16 PM





Wednesday, July 18, 2007
And even though we've moved on, it gets so hard to walk away. 



Its Racial Harmony Day celebration tomorrow and I hope the PE and LT Training will be cancelled :) I was so hyped during HT period just now because Aliff, Abu and I were discussing about HP yay. And I showed them my Tom Felton promos whooooo. Aliff hated Evanna and Abu hated Katie D:

Sara loves Zac. I know it. He's talking about Zac every minute or so when we go to school. Oh well, love is in the air (L)

Oh yeah, my height and weight were taken yesterday. Somehow, I managed to shrink another 0.5cm since that day I went for my checkup. So its 166cm for me now, and a 48.6kg. I really want to know what Lengshiew did to herself to become 174cm. Its so impossible and I know I'll die if I keep on shrinking.

I'm going to receive my result slip on Friday and there's no school that day! So its good then. But I've to stay there for an additional one hour after the Parents Meeting session to "guard the booth".


Zac attacked @ 6:01 PM





Tuesday, July 17, 2007
The face I came to know is missing too 



Today wasn't a very good day for me. I forwarded an innocent text from Huyi to like 70+ random people because I pressed a wrong button and I sent a total of 6 texts all the way to Hayling/Hailing or whatever its called -_-

My friend told me that for each message received or sent from/to UK's like S$1 fee. Which means, I've to pay 10 bucks when I receive my bill D: I hope she's wrong because its like two third of my normal phone bill arghhh.

And there's PE. Right after that's lunch time training which we were supposed to jump crazily around here and there. Genevieve nearly fell of the building when we're doing stretching 8) Lanna's there too :D Though I don't get a chance to really talk D:

But on the brighter side (though still fairly dim) we ended school at 1245 because Year 2 or 3s have their A's Listening Comprehension :D


Zac attacked @ 4:12 PM





Friday, July 13, 2007
Everything, I'm feeling. Scary and beautiful at the same time. 



Me - "HILDA! When we hand in our Chinese file, must there be content inside?"
Hilda - "Yeah. And corrections must be done."
*Meiling smacked me*

What's wrong with asking that? Our teacher told us that it should be decorated when we hand it in, but she didn't say anything about the content part. So its not wrong to ask that, I suppose :\

Lunched with Huiyi and Michelle at Sakae Sushi. I love the buffet, 28 plates :D But there's this wastage charge, which are caused by Michelle and me. I'm used to it though. Its not good to eat alot anyway. Michelle was weird. She went home without telling us when HY and I are at the library -_-

Huiyi told me stuff which was kinda shocking really, but it was cool (Y)

OMG! JINGYI'S GOT HER IPOD ALREADY! AND I'M SO EXCITED FOR HER! YAY AND WHOAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. AND I ROCK :D

(There, for you. I can't believed I actually typed that.)

It's confusing and I've no idea what happened. I still can't believe it and I don't really know why it's like that. Now it's like that, why is it making me so afraid now? But maybe it doesn't matter now, I'd rather things stay that way and I don't really want to know.

And no. The more I think about it, the more I don't think it'll happen. And I hope nobody knows what I'm talking about -_-


Zac attacked @ 6:45 PM





Thursday, July 12, 2007
The next minute you’re slowly sinking into something black 



Accounting - 27.25% D:
Management - 40% -_-

I love Mr Raj. He said he'll look at my script again to help me pass my Management :DDD And Accounting? Let's not talked about it. But well, its like A Math. I'll fail throughout my years in MI and score a pass in A Levels (Y) I think Lanna's the top scorer :D

Sara should be grateful when he got a 41% for Management. I mean, he studied my notes (A)

Well, one more subject to go :\

I couldn't believe it. I'm down for lunch time training? Why the heck is my school's not contended with a bronze? Eurgh. I think in Canberra, they're happy if we pass. I'm not good in sports, running especially. And even if we fail one station, we've gotta re-do the whole test again? OMG. I'm gonna start preparing for my 2.4km run.

And there's this 5km run too. Which means, I'll die. Sigh.

JINGYI SHUJUAN SIHUA AND LANNA PLEASE APPEAR INFRONT OF CAMILIA AND MY EYES ON SATURDAY. But eh, Sihua knows about it or not?

People, please tell me if you know why he's behaving like a brat. Like come on! And don't stare at me, please? It doesn't hurt to be nicer and stop being proud or something to others? Oh well, but at least he smiled at me, which makes me the lucky one, I guess. And I nearly fainted when he did that -_-

But I'm nice :D


Zac attacked @ 5:14 PM





Tuesday, July 10, 2007
THE OFFICIAL FANCLUB OF MARTYN & DOROTHY 



CHAIRPERSON - DOROTHY
VICEY - MARTYN
MEMBERS - NONE

And I'll rock myself up with a new banner thing.
Yay us!


Zac attacked @ 7:09 PM






To turn my life around, today is the day. Am I the type of girl who means what I say? 



I managed to score a 50% for my Economics. I must get use to the new grading system and remember that 45% is the passing mark for H2. I think it was great, seeing that my teacher told us that one third of the class passed. I nearly fainted when I see the "25" marked on my script. And Lanna, I'm throwing donuts at her when I see her next time. I think she's one of the top scorers! So while she did GREAT for her case study (a fabulous 17/25), I've got an 8/25 -_- I LOVE ESSAYS NOW. But well, at least we did nicely :D

We've gotten our Chinese back too, 61.5% I think -_- This reminds me that I need to hand in my decorated chinese file on Thursday D:

Oh gosh. I'm getting my Accounting result soon, which I know I'll fail it for sure. I sure do hate any forms of math which I'm not familiar with. GP's another subject I know I'll fail but eh, I'll do better yay!

I've gotta prepare for my GP project already. Yawns.


Zac attacked @ 4:47 PM





Monday, July 9, 2007
I wonder if it makes a difference to try 



My results for H1 Math's back and I've gotten a 74%. Not bad at all for someone who's gotten an F9 for A Math all the way since we started this subject. Since A Math = H1 Math, it means that I did great :)

Oh well, we haven't receive the horrible results yet. Mr Andrew told us he had marked two and a half classes of GP scripts and less than 5 people passed Paper 1 and nobody passed Paper 2 at all? But no surprises there anyway and I don't even want to think about it.

Yushan's birthday BBQ is on this Saturday? And I feel like going, its been such a long time since I met him and everything but I'm not free on that day sheesh DDDD: Somebody help, please? Maybe I'll shift back my plans or something, but who's going to the BBQ?


Zac attacked @ 5:50 PM





Saturday, July 7, 2007
Faster the days go by and I’m still stuck in this moment of wanting you here 



I think I spent a little bit too much on food for these few days -_- Maybe its because I had my height and weight taken on Thursday and I've weighted less? And damn, I've grown shorter. Is that even possible?

So met up with Ruiqi on Wednesday. Watched Transformers and I don't get the movie. Like, I still have no idea why the glasses is so important to the plot and everything. Don't think they've mentioned about the glasses at the end but eh, seeing that my left side of contact lense dropped off during the movie, I might have missed that part. And you won't want to know what I did to that lense to make it moisturized :)

Thursday, I went for the checkup. It was bad because the doctor said I can do anything and everything I want. Sigh, I'm sad.

Hanged out with the cliqueys on Friday and Sihua and Shujuan's not there. Gosh, its been such a long time since I've seen SJ but she's not there ahhh! But anyway, at least I get to see the rest of them and guess what JY wrote about me?

Now you know I've got an evil side when I gave a fake phone number :D But I can't help if I've got the talk-to-me-I'm-so-approachable look even though I'm not the nicest one. This is doubly confirmed when Lanna and I went to Far East Plaza :DDDDD

(Premieres of OOTP and Hairspray's at Odeon Leicester Square and Rachael didn't go for it D: But its alright because I stayed up from midnight till like 3am to watch the OOTP's over the internet. I love Katie's dress :D)


Zac attacked @ 1:59 PM





Tuesday, July 3, 2007
No more waking up at 6 AM 'cause now the time's all our own 



I think I'm going to make a Zac Efron & Tom Felton skin. It would be so cool if I can stare at their head or face or whatever ehenever I visit my blog. So yes, I've decided. My first task - Search for more Zac and Tom pictures :} And its not that nice to stare at not one, but two pairs of legs hanging in the air.

I had Accounting just now and guess what? I'm doomed. Oh well, no surprises there. Seeing that I passed only 2 out of 8756848 tests. I'm not dead yet but I'm dying. Help please? So they gave us the answer script right after we handed in ours and it really doesn't make things better :{

RIGHT NOW, I CAN OFFICIALLY STATE THAT EXAMS HAD ENDED AND MY HOLIDAY HAS BEGUN (Y)

Tomorrow, Thursday and Friday are all planned with activities. I've so much to buy, like Carmex and stuff. How am I gonna have the extra money to buy the Hairspray soundtrack?! Grr.

RUIQI LANNA JINGYI CAMILIA SHUJUAN SIHUA JERRY JIAERN

WHOHAHAHAHA :D
WHOHAHAHAHA :D
WHOHAHAHAHA :D
WHOHAHAHAHA :D
WHOHAHAHAHA :D


Zac attacked @ 3:53 PM





Monday, July 2, 2007
Gonna feel alive tonight, I am 



So basically it says, "Experts found actor Tom Felton is descended from convicts hanged during the notorious Salem witch trials in 1692." and "He is a distant relative of John Proctor — who was hanged on August 19, 1692." and "He found the teen star is also related to seven others involved in the most infamous witch hunt in history — which was the subject of Arthur Miller’s celebrated play The Crucible."

I thought it was really cute but weird too. Because I thought they were found innocent like after 300 years. I actually did my research and all that. So bleh. And have you seen the wallpapers and icons featuring him? Hohoho.

I think I'd better stop right now. Miaow.



Zac attacked @ 4:41 PM





Sunday, July 1, 2007
To the fire burning deep inside of me 



Why the heck did Rachael and Martyn not wanting to go to the OOTP's London premiere amuses me, somehow. I would jump at the chance and take a millions of photographs of Tom and Katie, along with some others and they don't know how lucky they have the chance to be there D:

I love Zac's Bet On It, one of the track of HSM 2. And I'm buying the soundtrack, maybe Hairspray's too if I have some extra money. Anyway, I was kinda bored and found this quiz thingy when I was blog-hopping :\



Full Name of the Top 6 in your Friendster Profile


1. Tan Rui Qi
2. Martyn Reece Jamieson
3. Ho Wan Jing Lanna
4. Koh Jing Yi
5. Aw Yin(Piao) Ru Camilia
6. Han Shu Juan

They are in your Top 6 because my whole life basically revolves around them if you haven't noticed. And thanks for reminding me that, eurghh.


1. Rui Qi

In a nutshell, he/she is kinda like a spoilt brat. And a rich one too. I mean, she doesn't feel anything except "weird" when she lost her handphone, IC and those things -_-
You have known each other for almost 5 year :D
It is amazing that there's no one in the world who's more like me. But really different at a same time. Gah, you know what I mean. And how we managed to keep in touch even though we're only classmates for the first 2 years in Secondary school.
You love him/her because she doesn't pretend to be someone else though people might be offended by her sometimes. And I think she's constantly offending others, even the strangers who blocked her way. Heh.
You know you're close with him/her when (OMG. Who came out with this question?) ehh, we talk alot. As in, we don't just crap. We do actually talk about more sensitive and serious stuff.
You'll be meeting him/her sooner than soon :DDDDD


2. Martyn

In a nutshell, he/she is someone I call Dad when I fill his email address in those parents' section though he's like urgh, so much younger than me. And Blondie's rightful owner.
You have known each other for around 10 months? Yeap, before O Levels started, if I'm not wrong.
It is amazing that how much junk we managed to crap. From Tom to rocks to Waffles & Blondie to burning down Cambridge and saving the earth -_- And how I wrote his intitals on my GP script because he told me to do so instead of writing Tom Felton's.
You love him/her because he's one of the very few people whom I can have conversations with during MSN for more than 10 minutes and those random texts-chatting. Did I mention he's the ONLY ONE who can stand my demands and everything?
You know you're close with him/her when we pretended to be nice to each other at first when I got to know him? And now? No, we're sacarstic. Yeap, and that we're cool nerds :}
You'll be meeting him/her at least a longlonglong time after, seeing that he went back to England D: And he had to bring Blondie along with him DD:


3. Lanna

In a nutshell, he/she is someone I can go if I need some advice and if I've got problems with Accounting. Just the one whom is really different from most of the population I know.
You have known each other for 7 months!
It is amazing that how a group of different individuals can make such a huge impact of my live and actually made me look forward to school. That's something which really never happened to me before :D
You love him/her because she's one of the very few people whom I can have conversations with during MSN for more than 10 minutes. And that she's always been there for me when I needed help.
You know you're close with him/her when we tell each other stuffs we don't share with others :)
You'll be meeting him/her soon :DDDDD


4. Jingyi

In a nutshell, he/she is someone whom I've met that is as crazy and hyper as me. And that meant alot to me. Hohoho.
You have known each other for 7 months!
It is amazing that how a group of different individuals can make such a huge impact of my live and actually made me look forward to school. That's something which really never happened to me before :D
You love him/her because we chat through texts. It is really difficult for me to text for chatting, but I did it with her :D And how she's really fun to be with because she's always so hyper under my influence!
You know you're close with him/her when she dropped her shy and innoent act. I really thought she's really those quiet kind of girl. But nope.
You'll be meeting him/her soon :DDDDD


5. Camilia

In a nutshell, he/she is someone really sweet and kind.
You have known each other for 7 months!
It is amazing that how a group of different individuals can make such a huge impact of my live and actually made me look forward to school. That's something which really never happened to me before :D
You love him/her because she's always like so sweet that you can't imagine! She'll always drop those really nice messages and meeting up for lunch is really neat.
You know you're close with him/her when uhm. You just can feel it with her small actions and gestures and everything, really.
You'll be meeting him/her soon :DDDDD


6. Shujuan

In a nutshell, he/she is a nurse in making. Of all people, I didn't really expect that she would be the one that has an interest in it. Until now, I still can't believe it.
You have known each other for 7 months!
It is amazing that how a group of different individuals can make such a huge impact of my live and actually made me look forward to school. That's something which really never happened to me before :D
You love him/her because she's such a joker and really goofy. And that she's really hyper too. Pooh Shit misses Green Shit!
You know you're close with him/her when (have I mentioned how much I hated this question?) ehhh. She's nice and friendly despite she got a face which says the opposite. And how I managed not to be scared of her!
You'll be meeting him/her soon :D



Oh yes, now that you're telling me that what you did wasn't meant to be. Should I be the person to remind you who was the one who wanted to be accepted and thus, did all those things to me (and not just me, if I might add)? Please, don't tell me you simply lost your way. They may believe you but I never will.

(That line in italics is ripped off from Kelly Clarkson's Never Again. I know I'm good at ripping.)

Does it hurt
To know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks
To see my face everywhere
It was you
Who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
You knew
And don't say
You simply lost your way
They may believe you
But I never will
Never again



Zac attacked @ 3:02 PM




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