I am nudging my father on the MSN every twenty seconds because I'm bored and he can't complain because being nudged by his own annoying (but favourite) daughter is a part of the routine of becoming an awesome Dad <3

Today is the last day of school :D But I'm going back to school for the additional Accounts lessons and on Monday and Tuesday and Wednesday and Thursday and Friday. Kinda loserish to go back to school for two weeks (with other subjects as well) but it's okay, can get a chance to drill my POA skills, seeing that mine is negligable. And this reminds me of a little incident between me and my POA teacher a week or two ago.


I guess I should have known better. I'm already assigned to another teacher who seems pretty nice and helpful for extra consultations and my tests are crap. Never mind, I cannot give up, must jia you! Yay.

P.S. Azizah is still furious at me for doing that _____ and ____ to _____ after a day but it's okay, I am carrying out a mission for her anyways :D

Today was a happy day :D Somehow, the little guilt and some sort of unhappiness which nudged me at the back of my head for a couple of days were lifted.

Anyway, we finally had our Pastamania meal after weeks :D Azizah was about to give in to go to the Sun Plaza's outlet when I decided to be nice and suggested Westmall. Bleh. I felt cheated for a bit. And she was super agressive towards me before we left school! I did not expect such a reaction from her when all I did was a genuine and honest ____ and _____ to _____.

So I had this salmon pasta at Pastamania with Azizah, Rachel and Calvin. The meal was supposed to be satisfying but my diluted ice lemon tea spoilt everything ):

Gloria and me both did something stupid today, although I don't know what she did but she'll tell me after her dinner :} But omygooshhh whatever happened to me approximately 30 minutes ago, was epic, as described by her. Omygerhszx I am feeling super pissed now lah. Pffft.

Quote of the day, "He is just a special random guy in MI".

I don't like how I'm assigned to play the poke poke game for PE for the 4 sessions starting July. I don't like how they said drawing lots would be done instead of the first come first serve basis for the choosing of the activity we want to participate in, even though people at the end of the queue (like me) were forced to take up other games because the slots were full. I don't like how I had to give up archery for the poke poke game just like that.

I don't like how human beings tend to think too much and they always make the simplest things complicated. I don't like how they think I like him when I do not. I don't like how they react about it. I don't like how people do not even have the courage to look at me in the eyes. I don't like how I'm being an irony because I might be the one thinking too much, even though it's not quite possible.

But I like the way how Elvin looked at me yesterday! Haha loves <3

Labels: Elvin Ng

So yesterday was our school's official opening and the lunch was boring. I expected to eat while pretending to listen to the speeches and watch other people performing but nooooo. Food was served last which honestly annoyed me a little, but not as much as another person did.

Carnivial was supposedly alright but I've got $40 worth of coupons to spend so it was great even though lugging all those stuffs home was a chore. I bought $20 from the stack I was given to sell even though I did not, $5 given from Hilda or Edwin and another $15 from Mr Lim :D

Things conquered which I slinged on my limbs and stuffed in a worn out bag and some people thought it cost $1000 (?!) I honestly did not realise that the stupid word was engraved on the metal when I bought it lah.

Gold bangle, turqoisey green leggings, guys' tshirt which was abit too big to me (I wanted to give it to Dad but him and silver graphics just don't match. Then, I thought of giving it to Benny but he'll look gay because it's like too short for him leh. I think I shall wear it to tuitions or somewhere in the neighbood), uncooked macaroni letters in the test tube thingo, 5 packets of honeyed cornflakes, 3 currypuffs from Zelan's class booth and she gave me a can of coke :D, 2 packs of chocolate cookies, a cup of mashmallows dipped in Nutella and Oreos, a packet of fried rice and a packet of spaghetti.

I love cheap thrills :DDDDD

I realised that I might be one of the very littlest few, who felt contended with the results we've gotten for our SYF. The rest were disappointed (for those who cared) and maybe even discouraged because we did not achieve our goal, not that anyone went hysterical or bawled their eyes out in the public or anything else close to that effect.

We might have done our best but isn't it all too superficial, and I might add, desultory, if we're just using that to project our results? Those who have gotten Gold may have worked harder, put in more effort and have more practice sessions than us. To put it realistically (and simply), their performances are just better than ours.

Shouldn't we be proud of ourselves that we had done our best, no matter what the outcome is? Wouldn't it be more disastrous if any glitch, unexpected or not, was to happen?

Even though it made me feel a bit guilty for not even feeling half as disappointed as the rest, it does not mean that I have not put in my best effort. I know for the fact that some people, our vice chairman for instance, do not like how little I am contributing to the team. But what more do you want from a person who was supposed to drag a plant across the stage and paint faces with arrows and random whatnot? I know what I've done, I do not feel that my effort is in anyway, inferior as compared to the others' and am certain that I've fulfilled my role.

Oh, and thanks Dinesh for his "GOOOO DOROTHY!!!" or at least that's what I heard when the principal announced to the school that we've gotten Silver for our drama.

As usual, nothing much happened lately. The only highlight of the day was that my classmate told me I molested his butt :\

To the one who tempted me to get some bubble tea, good luck for your A Levels History tomorrow and don't be too chilled about it :D

I can't believe I broke down
and cried in the canteen
during the break after PE yesterday.

Just because they told me,
the love of my life is
rumored to be gay.

Very depressed
and dejected,
and so very traumatized.

I am astounded by the fact that many weird people surround me every single day. Not that I'm very normal, but am definitely much more sane than any of them. And poop, I can't find my Aska shirt and I'm supposed to wear it on Friday when I'm dragging the pot of plant across the stage at ACJC D: On a random, but not quite unrelated note, I can't wait for the hoodie to arrive! :D

P.S. Yay my husband passed! I love you deepdeep :D Bahahaha waiting for your treat!