So what if he really meant to smile and wave at you after smiling and waving at this random person who stood infront of you but you thought that he was still smiling and waving at that person ..

And you had this emotionless expression (abit cold and aloof, I might add) when the two of you locked eyes while he was still smiling and waving?

So is he actually smiling and waving at you? Or it just happened that he looked up to see you there, having no intentions to smile and wave at you but he could not react quickly enough to stop smiling and waving?

So while I am pretending that he actually smiled and waved at me hours ago, because I never thought that he would actually do that to me, somehow Meiling made me believed that I was being smiled and waved at.

I'm confused.

Funny how the school decided to change the timetable starting from this Thursday ): Of all the wonderful days available in the week, they chose Thursday. I would be madly happy if they made it Friday, or the following Monday, or some other random day instead D:

I'm already missing how my Thursdays were my Day of the Week ever since I received the new timetable last week. And then some salt was rubbed hard on my very deep wound when I realised the new timetable starts this Thursday. Thursdays were my highlights and now they are gonna be super mundane. Can't even let my enjoy my last proper wonderful Thursday this week. Eeyer. Sad much.

Okay lah, I don't make much sense. I know.

Anyway, I was reminded that it's a month away to A' Levels D: Night study from tomorrow onwards. Thankfully night study sessions are always filled with motivation. At least most of the sessions anyway. Heh heh happy happy me.